The Next Target~~~

Finally got the Sony Ericsson W850 I ve longed for since last year~~~ Yippeee~~~ XD
Will upload the images of my "xiao bai" (little white) later hahaha~~~
The next target for me will be the Sony PSP which i think i won't be able to lay my hand on for at least another year~..~ Completely broke after getting my xiao bai~~~

Next target~~~

Friends....

During the short yet long 2 weeks of exam week, a lot of things had happen, which some i wish never ever should happen... =(
I have 2 friends which are good friends at least ever since i kno both of them... During the time when exams and assignment due dates approaching, something bad really happen between both of them which causes a large crack in between them and in part of my heart... I never saw that coming ... especially being told about that problem during my birthday.... 2007 April 14th is really not a happy day for me, not to say having my birthday during fully pressurized exam weeks...
I never liked to have birthday party which sometimes i found quite awkward but seeing friends sending me greetings and try to get some time to celebrate wif me really made me happy...
However, it was really saddening when i heard that 2 good friends of mine have turned foes or decide to just let go of their friendships due to miscommunication that happened in the process of completing an assignment... Seeing one alienating herself from all of us while the other feeling sad for having to made the decision really breaks my heart... Maybe bcos I ve never seen or met such things before, I really can't accept the fact that these 2 friends are not friends anymore and it is impossible to go out together wif both of them, having fun like always we did....
Really feel helpless as one decided to struggle and face the problems aftermath of the breakup while the other saying that she never regret but very sad that she had to make the decision...
Miscommunication is very common during assignments but never thought it would end a friendship which I really envied of....
During my birthday I ve made a wish... wish that the 2 once good friends can become good friends again... I really hope they can be friends again... friends that matches each other really hard to find I really .... deep down my heart hope that one day.... just mayb .... that small possibility of seeing them both walking together, go to class together and smile together again...
I dun wan to see such precious friendship just turn to ashes....

CCA or CAP?

Few months after i last did my blogging....
Too busy wif literally everything... from cca to catching up to my studies in NUS...
Dunno if i did the right thing in chiong-ing my cca so that i can confirm my stay in the hall... -_-
Definitely achieve great result in getting hall pts though... being able to get into.... i think top 20? in the ranking of most cca pts... I wish .... really wish that can be changed to achievement in my academic performance~..~
Although having fun in some of the activities such as handball and sepak takraw which i met really nice ppl and got myself a good friend which is very rare for a person like me...
Although some of the activities really sucks and i had bad experience through it...i can't say i regret joining any of them cos i really learnt something, anything at all and got to kno some new friends ^^
Sometimes kinda feel bad that i couldn't spend much time wif my friends from Malaysia coz been involving in too many activities.... Everytime they asked me out i was busy wif this with that and couldn't cut myself loose from those responsibilities... -_-
Now finally I ve been released from those unwanted bonds and being able to spend more time wif my friends... getting out together, having fun...despite having my wallet growing a great big enormous hole -_-|||
After desperately struggling to catch up to my studies and disappearing from the hall for 2 weeks to concentrate on my studies... finally the exam is over....
Really appreciate the time spent with friends in pgp during the exam period... Although keep on "uru-ing" (insulting ... in a friendly way lol) each other most of the time but it a least got rid some of the pressure of studying/mugging around 12 hrs a day...
Finally... the exam is over dy, although some paper really eat my heart out but at least i tried my best and hopefully i won't have any regret when the result is out~~~ (fingerS crossed >..<)