Monday, March 31, 2008

杨培安&萧煌奇 - 你一直都在


你一直都在

杨培安
萧煌奇


不敢相信你就这样离去
就在那场滂沱的大雨里
无法忘记那句简单的鼓励
多年以后还萦绕在心底

曾经我迷失自己曾经我想过放弃
人生的路口该怎么抉择我看不清
后来我终于明白理想它一直都在
只是恐惧不安逼着我去逃避

是你给我力量让我能勇敢的站在舞台上
是你给我信仰让我能找回信心不再彷徨
每一首歌都有最真实的呼喊
你一直都在你是我生命的太阳

是你给我希望让我在黑夜里看的见亮光
是你给我梦想让我在蓝天上面展翅飞翔
每一首歌都有最真实的呼喊
你一直都在你是我心中那道最耀眼的光


窗外的风缓缓摆动的风铃
是不是你在耳边低语
飘落的叶翩翩飞舞的蜻蜓
会不会也是你的身影

或许我不够坚强或许我不够努力
才会让自己一次又一次流泪叹息
现在我终于明白理想还一直存在
我要连你未完的梦也一起努力

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Man Utd 4-0 Villa

How good can you get Ronaldo?
1 goal 3 assists... and totally owned Villa
The goal is only to be admired man.. m(-_-)m




Update with clearer vid later ~_~

Highlights ^^

Saturday, March 29, 2008

good and bad



When I was little, I learnt that there are basically 2 types of ppl, good ppl and bad ppl
As I grow up, I start to learn that there are no 100% good ppl and 100% bad ppl
100% good ppl die very fast, 100% bad ppl die even faster

When u do good deeds, ppl reckon u as a good person
When u create sins, ppl categorizes u as bad ass
However, even if u dun do bad things, yet you dun show any good deeds, you will be taken as you are a bad person...

thats the sad truth i ve observed so far

lalalalala~~ just my random thoughts at so late of time

sleep deprived mind going haywire~~~ lalalala

Friday, March 28, 2008

我在哪里?

失去自我?改变自我?

感觉到到自己变了好多。。。尤其是最近几个月
内心 、思想 、 观点 、品格? 。。。 都在变
是在慢慢地失去自己吗?
还是自己试图应变而开始改变自己?
好想念以前的自己
做事从来都不会想太多的自己。。。
对人对事都不曾多疑的自己。。。
对待他人都是最直接的自己。。。
以前的自己。。。影子慢慢地消失了吗?
环境改变了自己?
人和事改变了自己?

不得不改变吗?

不行。。。我必须改变
以前的自己根本无法生存

希望以后离开这地方
不须要再面对这些悲哀的事实
还能再找回当初的自己

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Groove

Nice movie ~ Storyline is ok but the dance so~~~ cool~~



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rW7OifaDFWY&feature=related





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fv-cQrD4MS0





I wish I can dance~ ^^


Can break your bone with any move in this ~_~

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Monday, March 17, 2008

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Friday, March 14, 2008

Chiong Arrrrr ~~~ !!!

Mental block on my Engineering Prof essay so might as well exercise my fingers here...
Lately have been very very forgetful and blur... And I mean VERY forgetful
Forgot my pencil case at the lecture hall, lab, tutorial room for 4-5 times within less then 2 weeks...
Then even forgot my prototype wheel at the printing room.... -_-||| luckily the kind auntie helped to keep it for me
My frequency of "fang4 kong1" (stare into emptiness?) also increase by a great deal lately...
Obvious example will be when I was on the front most seat of bus today... Jeremy boarded the bus RIGHT IN FRONT of me(less than 30cm) and I basically look through him until he waved in front of my eyes... -______-'''
Maybe i am just imposing too much stress on myself... but these symptoms dun really look good... signs of young age Alzheimer?

'''0rz

omg I just forgot what am I supposed to blog about next.... orz orz orz

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Oh ok now my memory is back -_-'''
The projects haven't been working quite smooth as well... The prototype was going a lil bit better than I expected but I hoped it was faster... We managed to solve the stuck bearing problem quite fast... Regardless of the weird suggestions in between LOL
Then come the counterweight problem which I think is the most important cos we dun have any material to build on it!!! May take some time if need to order so have to make decisions fast...
One thing holding the group back is also the unsatisfactory attendance....No I am not blaming on the ppl but I really hate the FACT that most of our timetable clashes... leaving only Thursday morning.... Its just not enough if wanna finish it ASAP.... 2 weeks to go nia...

Time is not forgiving at all... dun think the keppel side and prof will be forgiving as well... gotta chiong chiong and chiong more liaw...
I guess i will drop by the lab tmr myself to see what to do with the prototype...

stop here for now.... back to EG2401 - damned module....

CHIONG arrrrrrr~~~.......

\(>_<)/

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

New Dawn? Really?!

Of all the things putting weights on my shoulder.... the news surely make my eyes opened wide ... for a moment at least... (O_O)

This is the best and worst event that I witness in Malaysia since I can remember any...

The people have spoken ... loud and clear .... even with the expense of my beloved state Kedah

They have proved the point .... shouldn't you wake up by now? huh?

I love my state, even though its population is not on my side, even though its a quiet, sometimes boring place... I like staying there
I had the most naive plan to work there and stay there (note the past tense had) but the job opportunities, prospects and most of all corruption deter me from doing so
I wished my "home" had the utmost transparency and equality
I even wished that my state has at least the "Rocket team" to fight for us, even though there are so many uncertainties... they may be corrupted as well... I dunno
But letting it go into the moon's hand really make me sad
They MAY make a better state government... but a conservative government is not I want... to say the least

Kedah has "fallen", but please wake up .... I rather have no entertainment, no miniskirts, have tons of "wanton" walking on the street of AS, so as to have a better Malaysia ~_~

out of service

Symptoms of long time without exercise:

Yawning, lack of O2, Dizziness, Butterfly in stomach, hallucinations, inability to eek out even a lil bit of strength, and most important of all .... PAIN!!!

Yo... gonna die sooner or later liaw~

Assignments + CAs + pressure from xxx ard me = hair loss + ulcers + mental exhaustion + bad mood + Panda Eyes

Cool man~~ The best formula for a slow and painful death...

orz orz orz orz orz orz

_n-o _n-o _n-o _n-o _n-o

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Look-a-like or Look-no-like??







Testing to put this on my blog n..... LOL
I must be really so brave or maybe crazy to put this up ~_~
n i look like shit in the 2nd one but still i lool like Yamashita Tomohisa?! You've gotta be kidding me man~~

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Heeeeeeellllllpppppp~~~~ T_T

Oh no~ Oh my god~ WTH~ WTF~
My com totally hangs right at the starting screen today when I turned on my Blackie in the afternoon after my class....
Comforting myself with the excuse that its already so old and might start a bit slow, I went to sleep for a while...
when I got up, what I could see is the same thing again...

sequence of look on my face:
(o_o)

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(>_<)

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(O_O)

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o-(>o<)-o <(NOooooo!!!!)



Then I tried all sorts of buttons on my mouse and keyboard, hoping to get some response.... nothing.... (@_@)
Put things short (ie ignoring all the stupid ideas I could think of....) my Blackie stared motionless at me as I stared at him...
I was late for my lec so I had to go out with a tons of anxiety with me...
After the lecture I came back to try to enter safe mode for my com, as suggested by Kok...
Nothing worked.... I couldn't even enter safe mode to backup my data.... all my DATA~~!! I dun wanna redo all my assignments!!!
Asked for Vui min's help but nothing seemed to work for me.... T_T
Aik Leong "jio" for basketball cum handball, so I went with Vui Min for some exercise... hoping to clear my mind a lil bit... think of anymore Stupid Idea I can get....
After the lights went off, went back to my room to try again n I succeeded in entering Safe Mode! Yippie~ Why doesn't it worked when I tried earlier? Weird....
Nvm... at least I got to backup my computer.... Next on will be formatting my Blackie I guess... dammit... all my programs.... Have to crack the prog all over again.... *shhhh..... Say No to Software Piracy (=_=)
Lots of thanks to Vui Min for helping me and lending me his computer for tonight.... How would I live without a computer in my life? LOL

Sunday, March 2, 2008

go random

I like my new specs ^^
Yes I am "zipai"ing... no I am not as "zi lian" as u Ling =p

I like my KFC mug ^^

too much study makes u go haywire~ like me.... @_@