Relief

Kinda felt relief after chatting on MSN day be4 yesterday... and after sending the msg
Now I just wanna enjoy and cherish each and every moment of my last year in NUS and in KE7
My FYP still stucked at the same pt... total stagnant...
so i might as well just try enjoy mt CCAs be4 the real thing starts kick in >_<
Went for wushu and handball and found my wushu totally sucks now... so damn rusted
but at least i can stretch more that i could 2 years ago LOL
Shoulders pain.... T_T
But happy~ for once since... dunno when....
=)

Dance & Teo Peng

Hmm... these 2 just dun mix don't they?
Went to audition today...
The 1st 2 parts still ok...
At least for the 1st part, I practiced the "warm-ups" dozen of times during float dance...
The 2nd part still do~~~able, as there is some "choreod"(wonder if this is even a word) dance for me to follow... can still pass LOL
but the 3rd and final part is the killer man...
vuimin not in mood to dance today so he chose to wait...
the 2nd was me... -_-'''
look at them... look at her... i can only say..... die~ u r so dead....
i chose to wait and observe others first.... which didn't make me look any better...
after seeing 2-3 in 5 freshies actually know how to dance... even a little.... made me look like a total nerd... dork.... Hmm~~ dun look so good now isn't it?
Then the most nerve-wrecking, embarrassment-to-the-max, the-moment-u-wont-wanna-remember-for-all-your-life.... moment....
...up next~ TeoPeng!
Went forward and totally made a fool of myself in front of everyone...including....~_~
Tried copy moves and failed... in the end used the only lousy wave that I know and quickly "roll"(chinese) back to my own hole of embarrassment
This won't do my "resume" any good now.... might be more -ve markings from now on....
Its a miracle if i ever pass liao

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Lets mourn for the death of all the little confidence and pride I ve savoured for all my life~
(T_T) (T_T) (T_T) (T_T)
orz
orz
'''orz

Back to my studies again.... build up confidence again...

Move on

A lil bit late to say so but I ve moved on...long time ago
The song below is still one of the songs I love
"dont rush it . dont anticipate . take it slowly"
Just keep on remind myself on this
I dun want to miss it, but yet I dun wan to be a lunatic, pushing it too fast and too far

Start focusing on my FYP and lagging studies too

I ve decided to stick on to the module ME5702, albeit the scarily difficult project waiting ahead

When you decide, then commit
Can't decide, then never promise things you can't commit

This is another of my principle, other than "always be early than late"
LOL


Katrina
katrina i cant stop looking in your eyes .
but my words dont come out straight .
i dont know what to say .
no . on
monday i tell myself u gotta wait dave ,
dont rush it . dont anticipate . take it slowly ,
it's ok . it's ok .
i just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside ,
yeah yeah(and)
i dont wannalook back on life to see this missed opportunity .
yeah yeah
even at the risk of looking like a fool to you,
on wednesday i casually walk on by to find that you're not there ,
i act like i dont care .
but on friday i catch a glimpse of you i tell myself dont hesitate
you just walk up and say hello ! say hello !
i just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside.
yeah yeah (and)
i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed pooprtunity.
yeah yeah (to get to know you)
even at the rick of looking like a fool to you .
i just want a chance to know you to know the love you have inside ,
yeah yeah (and)
i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity .
yeah yeah
even at the risk of looking like a fool to you .
katrina will i ever know your heart ?

1st step...after stepping back

Sometimes I can be easily satisfied~
Good in some sense... but not always
Finally.... lalala~~

Dun mind... just some random stuffs haha


Dramatic kid hehe~

Parallelism

Two seemingly perfectly parallel lines... are they really 100% parallel?
How do you make 2 parallel lines coincide?
Am I looking for it at the wrong place?

Now what I need is to prove if these 2 lines are completely parallel

Why can't it be perpendicular?
~_~

Turbulence... big time

Yea... I ve return to blog.... with so many great turbulences in my mind
I can going crazy day by day... its not fun at all
FYP is here, and yet I am boggled by these things in my head...
Its simply terrible...


Shud I continue?
Shud I stop?

What I do wrong?
Why?

Arrrggghhhh!!!!

I dunno when, how and should I react anymore...
I dun want regrets later.... but I wasn't even given a chance.... what shud I do?

These questions, doubts, feelings are tearing me inside out!

=(