Doki.. Doki...

B in Sg

Back to Singapore..
Back to reality...

It was like a dream that lasted 16 days
Amazing
Unreal
Adventurous

Will update soon

Jobs jobs jobs again ~_~

Responsibilty and dignity

Whenever I make a Promise I will try out my best... The Best I could to fulfill it...
I am not born with fast learning genes like some...
But I do NOT run away from the responsibility given upon me
U asked and I said "yes", that means "yes"
Sometimes I hate myself for couldn't spell the word "No"

When I commit, please dun let me know u are just exploiting me
I hate being exploit
Stupid or simple-minded is not a crime but its a weakness
Ppl tends to exploit on that, thinking that the person won't mind
Not knowing doesn't mean don't mind

Does friend build on "usability"?
If a person is of no usage value to you, would you consider him/her a friend still?

I thought friends help each others, not use each others
Building network and building friendship is total different thing

I dun like the feel of being exploit
Its as heavy a crime as a lie
Its undermining your "friend's" knowledge, dignity and value

I am losing on what I am writing now...
So confused
Things outside are a mess, not much better than inside me

With all the shit I am facing, deep down I still believe there's some people I could rely on
My family is my value of existence, proof of existence
And the reason I will not give up on myself, even when the world has given up on me

人類 (P.S.)

I hate liars, manipulative ppl
I really HATE ppl who play with others' feelings
I F*cking HATE being used

人類

"人類是一種無法完全相互理解的生物"

Just got this "quote" from the latest Naruto manga series and it really makes me think...
Can human really understand each other, COMPLETELY?
Are there friends or kin that really understand each others thought without even trying to converse?
I am not that good in communicating with the others...
but i do think that to make one understand your "piece of mind", you really need to communicate
Misunderstandings, hate, war... happens cos "people thought"
"I thought he/she did that", "I thought he had bad intentions", I thought it was her mistake"....
Reasoning on what you see and heard, is not always accurate
Sometimes i really dun understand y ppl keep fighting with each other, yet dun wanna Really listen to wat others have to say
Cos there are also ppl that "dun feel" like sharing their thoughts... and this just cant make things any better

Communication... I really need to learn on that
Maybe I shud be frank on every words i spill out of my mouth... But ppl just wanna hear the good things... isn't it so? =s

Ito Yuna - Trust You

Can't wait for the full version to come out in March ^^

IHG Sepak =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jyUyLgY4ZU

Try guess which was me?
lol
Was so emo and "on" on that day especially during the match with RH due to "unexpectedly" great pressure
Thankfully we won and proceed to the semis~ yay!