Monday, December 15, 2008
@_@ Fan Ar Fan Ar Fan~~
So many movies to watch
So many Series to watch
so many stuff to do for fyp =0
Yet.... So LITTLE time!!! Its already middle of December!
My holidays left abt half to go... T_T
Help~~~~
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating |
You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together. You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change. You should major in: Statistics Speech Conflict studies Communication Finance Medicine |
Your Birthdate: April 14 |
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you. It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy! You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around. But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long. Your strength: Your superstar charisma Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you Your power color: Fuchsia Your power symbol: Diamond Your power month: May |
Yeah..... RIGHT.... for the 2nd one
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Hmm~
Sunday, November 16, 2008
愛不需要理由 [李玖哲]
Monday, November 10, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Ah~ fragrance of rice/paddy =p
稻香
詞:周杰倫 曲:周杰倫
對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
Sian-ness
Finally my FYP kicked start on Monday as I went to NTU (AGAIN) to observe and assist in liquid forging Magnesium-Carbon Nanotube Alloy
Its interesting to actually see the Mg being heated to molten state and being pressed by machine into solid product, albeit the danger of the molten Mg to explode into fireballs when in contact with air!! lol
3 papers o be completed by Nov and 1 design which due tmr... Sianzzzzz
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Shell shock to the core?
It has been at least 1-2 weeks since then
I tried to keep low profile... as low as I could...no action at all to be exact
Did I do anything wrong?
It is not as though I am stalking or anything
I was just walking home after eating my lunch at Megabite and Josh intro me another path other than the route that lead straight to back of NUH
Instead I decided to follow him through the Med building
Its just a coincidence, and I was gonna wave after making sure I am not seeing any illusion
Sometime I just dun understand....
haiz.... (~_~')
"'orz
"'orz
"'orz
"'orz
Monday, September 1, 2008
Mampus
Big screen also no use...
I need bigger brain"s" to store all these data and filter them one by one, then correlate each of them, then reorganise them into my own conclusion/idea/interpretation/whatsoever
Dun think multitasking includes reading several papers at one instance
Wanna just jump out of my window now >_<
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Relief
Now I just wanna enjoy and cherish each and every moment of my last year in NUS and in KE7
My FYP still stucked at the same pt... total stagnant...
so i might as well just try enjoy mt CCAs be4 the real thing starts kick in >_<
Went for wushu and handball and found my wushu totally sucks now... so damn rusted
but at least i can stretch more that i could 2 years ago LOL
Shoulders pain.... T_T
But happy~ for once since... dunno when....
=)
Friday, August 22, 2008
Dance & Teo Peng
Went to audition today...
The 1st 2 parts still ok...
At least for the 1st part, I practiced the "warm-ups" dozen of times during float dance...
The 2nd part still do~~~able, as there is some "choreod"(wonder if this is even a word) dance for me to follow... can still pass LOL
but the 3rd and final part is the killer man...
vuimin not in mood to dance today so he chose to wait...
the 2nd was me... -_-'''
look at them... look at her... i can only say..... die~ u r so dead....
i chose to wait and observe others first.... which didn't make me look any better...
after seeing 2-3 in 5 freshies actually know how to dance... even a little.... made me look like a total nerd... dork.... Hmm~~ dun look so good now isn't it?
Then the most nerve-wrecking, embarrassment-to-the-max, the-moment-u-wont-wanna-remember-for-all-your-life.... moment....
...up next~ TeoPeng!
Went forward and totally made a fool of myself in front of everyone...including....~_~
Tried copy moves and failed... in the end used the only lousy wave that I know and quickly "roll"(chinese) back to my own hole of embarrassment
This won't do my "resume" any good now.... might be more -ve markings from now on....
Its a miracle if i ever pass liao
....
...
..
.
Lets mourn for the death of all the little confidence and pride I ve savoured for all my life~
(T_T) (T_T) (T_T) (T_T)
orz
orz
'''orz
Back to my studies again.... build up confidence again...
Move on
A lil bit late to say so but I ve moved on...long time ago
The song below is still one of the songs I love
"dont rush it . dont anticipate . take it slowly"
Just keep on remind myself on this
I dun want to miss it, but yet I dun wan to be a lunatic, pushing it too fast and too far
Start focusing on my FYP and lagging studies too
I ve decided to stick on to the module ME5702, albeit the scarily difficult project waiting ahead
When you decide, then commit
Can't decide, then never promise things you can't commit
This is another of my principle, other than "always be early than late"
LOL
Katrina
katrina i cant stop looking in your eyes .
but my words dont come out straight .
i dont know what to say .
no . on
monday i tell myself u gotta wait dave ,
dont rush it . dont anticipate . take it slowly ,
it's ok . it's ok .
i just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside ,
yeah yeah(and)
i dont wannalook back on life to see this missed opportunity .
yeah yeah
even at the risk of looking like a fool to you,
on wednesday i casually walk on by to find that you're not there ,
i act like i dont care .
but on friday i catch a glimpse of you i tell myself dont hesitate
you just walk up and say hello ! say hello !
i just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside.
yeah yeah (and)
i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed pooprtunity.
yeah yeah (to get to know you)
even at the rick of looking like a fool to you .
i just want a chance to know you to know the love you have inside ,
yeah yeah (and)
i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity .
yeah yeah
even at the risk of looking like a fool to you .
katrina will i ever know your heart ?
Monday, August 18, 2008
1st step...after stepping back
Good in some sense... but not always
Finally.... lalala~~
Dun mind... just some random stuffs haha
Dramatic kid hehe~
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Parallelism
How do you make 2 parallel lines coincide?
Am I looking for it at the wrong place?
Now what I need is to prove if these 2 lines are completely parallel
Why can't it be perpendicular?
~_~
Monday, August 11, 2008
Turbulence... big time
I can going crazy day by day... its not fun at all
FYP is here, and yet I am boggled by these things in my head...
Its simply terrible...
Shud I continue?
Shud I stop?
What I do wrong?
Why?
Arrrggghhhh!!!!
I dunno when, how and should I react anymore...
I dun want regrets later.... but I wasn't even given a chance.... what shud I do?
These questions, doubts, feelings are tearing me inside out!
=(
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Working days
its been 7 weeks since I start my work at Intermec....
My first official work... first step into the working force... and there had been ups and downs... every second of it...
So this is how the workplace is like... and I dun really like it
Other than occasional laugh and smile, everyone's face is basically frown and frown
deadlines.... deadlines.... and more deadlines....
A workplace is totally different from classroom... you shouldn't show too much intelligence yet u can't just act stupid...
act too smart... your workload will exponentially increase and by the time u fail to handle those increasing jobs/tasks, u will be only one taking the blame.... and dun expect ppl to stand up for u
act too stupid, u either get insulted by those "u dunno?" looks or of course kena "gan" by boss then fired~

Everyday all I can look forward to of course is the weekends~~
However things start to get itsy bitsy lil interesting as I actually given the task of design some crappy testing device with the Pro Engineer CAD i learnt thus far
Finally got my hair cut... just cant stand my hair long and currrrrleeeyyyy.... my cousin once say my hair look like auntie when its long enough.... -_-'''
Although kinda kena "tok" by the salon but its the best haircut i could get in spore thus far...
Tmr's activity? Go toys and comics convention!! >_
Pics Laterzzzzzz~~
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Want
Those I've gotten haven't been what I wanted
Despite of that, there are things that you can actually get just because you want it
Therefore I chose these things...
I am fed up with disappointments
Pessimistic? Yah Maybe...
How do I start in believing again?
Humans are hard to believe... yet I am one of them too >_<
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Working day…
At first I was quite busy, trying to learn some basics and then proceed to testings and then of course report writing… >_<
But today is different, slightly and wholly in some sense…
Physically, its still the same, sitting in front of my own computer, the main objective is to wait til 6pm LOL
However, since my supervisor was quite busy with his own projects and do not have time to “entertain” me by giving me some job, I am just free, with nothing to do, but with a heavy chain on my 4 limbs T_T
How do you pass 9 hrs with practically nothing to do, can’t chat online, can’t play games and forgot to bring ur Automotive textbook to work?
Sit, stare to emptiness, stare to monitor screen, read online news over n over again,….
Go to wee wee, come back, continue sitting, idling on the chair, staring into emptiness again….
Go to refill tea in my cup, come back, continue the Great Project of Idling….
Keep on being tortured by boredom… and cant shout out….
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~
Then finally the time slowly reaching towards 6pm… freeedom with restrictions is the most cruel punishment one can get…
Hope my testing can start tomorrow or I might just jump out of the window, even though its just merely 5 floors up…
Friday, May 30, 2008
Results out liao~~
Can only say I did not too bad
Still managed to do some damage control on the Gene and society module... but i think have to S/U it...
I still havent use my S/U's anyway >_<
Shockingly is that my design module have the best result among all other modules~ thats the miracle of the day I guess LOL
Still... my cap is too saturated to be affected anymore... unless i get 5.0 or 0.0 for next 2 sems only will I see a big difference... >_<
Monday, May 12, 2008
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Moscooooow~~~~
Glory Glory Man United~~
And the Reds go marching~ go go go! to Moscow!!!
Very very tough and nerve wrecking game... but in the end made it to the Final!!!
Remember the year 1999~
Scholes super goal!
All respect to Messi~ He can get better and better
MOSCOW~~~~!!!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Singapore Drift~
It will last few pages if I were to write all cos there was a lot happening during that day...
And to not bore those non-car or non-drift lovers, I guess I will make it short and concise~
Very lucky(and unlucky) that day was sunny day. I thought it was gonna be at least some shade over our heads at the Changi Exhibition Center, I guess me and Vui Min were tricked by the seating plan shown on the Sistic website.
Luckily I brought my cap or I will be complete juicy roasted pig!!
Since we only bought general admission tickets, which provide no seat at all.... -_-||| we have to actually squeeze pass ppl to get to a decent location to see the drift competition.
Other that the drift competition, there were also a small car exhibition mainly showing various cars with nice vinyls decoration, and also photoshoot and signature session by the drifters ^^
Photos show it all~
Thats all for now... Tired of uploading these pics... >_<
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
......
At least now I ve seen the worst part of a human ... 1st hand
Dun care if u have only good intentions, others might not think so
So this is the feeling of being betrayed... not good huh?
Nothing much to be learnt from this 'event' actually, at least for me
I ve learnt much enuf bout this ugliness from a 3rd person point of view
At least I can be truth to myself that I didn't 'cheat' or 'double-cross' others to get wat I want
I am sorry I did not have the courage to kick that ass out of his room
I am still too naive
Of all negativities, I hate betrayal the most
Betray of trust from others...
Lies...
But I dun think I did anything wrong, and I can still face my own conscience, and what my parents had taught me
At least I have a roommate now =)
and my good neighbours are just 1 level below me... =)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
my nick relatives
Monday, April 14, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Not so stunned
If the class is separated into quartiles I will be at the upper part of LOWEST quartile or lower part of the 2nd Lowest quartile. Which means C or even worse
No I am not shock at the result at all cos I ve had enuf shock during the exam. No more human interactions and no more resting for me if I am to pass the module with at least a 'S' or hopefully a B+
This might be the worse selection of module I ve made during my time in NUS.
No theory, all readings.... not my "flavour"
Pure farking memorizing... WTH
baby fever?
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
crossing fingers and toes~~
At least the Prof looks unexpectedly impressed with the prototype
Hope the presentation goes well next week...
Hope Keppel reconsider my application if the presentation is good LOL (won't put much hope on that)
Going for Intermec I guess >_<
Dun think I ve been a good team mate or coordinator but is quite happy with the product we came out with
I personally thinks that my group is quite balanced out, each of them have their own qualities
like how DNA base pairs pair each others up LOL
1 major and 1 talk crap presentation to go
All the best
Y(~_~)Y
Monday, March 31, 2008
杨培安&萧煌奇 - 你一直都在
你一直都在
杨培安
萧煌奇
不敢相信你就这样离去
就在那场滂沱的大雨里
无法忘记那句简单的鼓励
多年以后还萦绕在心底
曾经我迷失自己曾经我想过放弃
人生的路口该怎么抉择我看不清
后来我终于明白理想它一直都在
只是恐惧不安逼着我去逃避
是你给我力量让我能勇敢的站在舞台上
是你给我信仰让我能找回信心不再彷徨
每一首歌都有最真实的呼喊
你一直都在你是我生命的太阳
是你给我希望让我在黑夜里看的见亮光
是你给我梦想让我在蓝天上面展翅飞翔
每一首歌都有最真实的呼喊
你一直都在你是我心中那道最耀眼的光
窗外的风缓缓摆动的风铃
是不是你在耳边低语
飘落的叶翩翩飞舞的蜻蜓
会不会也是你的身影
或许我不够坚强或许我不够努力
才会让自己一次又一次流泪叹息
现在我终于明白理想还一直存在
我要连你未完的梦也一起努力
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Man Utd 4-0 Villa
Saturday, March 29, 2008
good and bad

When I was little, I learnt that there are basically 2 types of ppl, good ppl and bad ppl
As I grow up, I start to learn that there are no 100% good ppl and 100% bad ppl
100% good ppl die very fast, 100% bad ppl die even faster
When u do good deeds, ppl reckon u as a good person
When u create sins, ppl categorizes u as bad ass
However, even if u dun do bad things, yet you dun show any good deeds, you will be taken as you are a bad person...
thats the sad truth i ve observed so far
lalalalala~~ just my random thoughts at so late of time
sleep deprived mind going haywire~~~ lalalala
Friday, March 28, 2008
我在哪里?
感觉到到自己变了好多。。。尤其是最近几个月
内心 、思想 、 观点 、品格? 。。。 都在变
是在慢慢地失去自己吗?
还是自己试图应变而开始改变自己?
好想念以前的自己
做事从来都不会想太多的自己。。。
对人对事都不曾多疑的自己。。。
对待他人都是最直接的自己。。。
以前的自己。。。影子慢慢地消失了吗?
环境改变了自己?
人和事改变了自己?
不得不改变吗?
不行。。。我必须改变
以前的自己根本无法生存
希望以后离开这地方
不须要再面对这些悲哀的事实
还能再找回当初的自己
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Groove
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
Survey~
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Friday, March 14, 2008
Chiong Arrrrr ~~~ !!!
Lately have been very very forgetful and blur... And I mean VERY forgetful
Forgot my pencil case at the lecture hall, lab, tutorial room for 4-5 times within less then 2 weeks...
Then even forgot my prototype wheel at the printing room.... -_-||| luckily the kind auntie helped to keep it for me
My frequency of "fang4 kong1" (stare into emptiness?) also increase by a great deal lately...
Obvious example will be when I was on the front most seat of bus today... Jeremy boarded the bus RIGHT IN FRONT of me(less than 30cm) and I basically look through him until he waved in front of my eyes... -______-'''
Maybe i am just imposing too much stress on myself... but these symptoms dun really look good... signs of young age Alzheimer?
'''0rz
omg I just forgot what am I supposed to blog about next.... orz orz orz
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Oh ok now my memory is back -_-'''
The projects haven't been working quite smooth as well... The prototype was going a lil bit better than I expected but I hoped it was faster... We managed to solve the stuck bearing problem quite fast... Regardless of the weird suggestions in between LOL
Then come the counterweight problem which I think is the most important cos we dun have any material to build on it!!! May take some time if need to order so have to make decisions fast...
One thing holding the group back is also the unsatisfactory attendance....No I am not blaming on the ppl but I really hate the FACT that most of our timetable clashes... leaving only Thursday morning.... Its just not enough if wanna finish it ASAP.... 2 weeks to go nia...
Time is not forgiving at all... dun think the keppel side and prof will be forgiving as well... gotta chiong chiong and chiong more liaw...
I guess i will drop by the lab tmr myself to see what to do with the prototype...
stop here for now.... back to EG2401 - damned module....
CHIONG arrrrrrr~~~.......
\(>_<)/
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
New Dawn? Really?!
This is the best and worst event that I witness in Malaysia since I can remember any...
The people have spoken ... loud and clear .... even with the expense of my beloved state Kedah
They have proved the point .... shouldn't you wake up by now? huh?
I love my state, even though its population is not on my side, even though its a quiet, sometimes boring place... I like staying there
I had the most naive plan to work there and stay there (note the past tense had) but the job opportunities, prospects and most of all corruption deter me from doing so
I wished my "home" had the utmost transparency and equality
I even wished that my state has at least the "Rocket team" to fight for us, even though there are so many uncertainties... they may be corrupted as well... I dunno
But letting it go into the moon's hand really make me sad
They MAY make a better state government... but a conservative government is not I want... to say the least
Kedah has "fallen", but please wake up .... I rather have no entertainment, no miniskirts, have tons of "wanton" walking on the street of AS, so as to have a better Malaysia ~_~
out of service
Yawning, lack of O2, Dizziness, Butterfly in stomach, hallucinations, inability to eek out even a lil bit of strength, and most important of all .... PAIN!!!
Yo... gonna die sooner or later liaw~
Assignments + CAs + pressure from xxx ard me = hair loss + ulcers + mental exhaustion + bad mood + Panda Eyes
Cool man~~ The best formula for a slow and painful death...
orz orz orz orz orz orz
_n-o _n-o _n-o _n-o _n-o
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Look-a-like or Look-no-like??
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Heeeeeeellllllpppppp~~~~ T_T
My com totally hangs right at the starting screen today when I turned on my Blackie in the afternoon after my class....
Comforting myself with the excuse that its already so old and might start a bit slow, I went to sleep for a while...
when I got up, what I could see is the same thing again...
sequence of look on my face:
(o_o)
.....
(>_<)
....
(O_O)
....
o-(>o<)-o <(NOooooo!!!!)
Then I tried all sorts of buttons on my mouse and keyboard, hoping to get some response.... nothing.... (@_@)
Put things short (ie ignoring all the stupid ideas I could think of....) my Blackie stared motionless at me as I stared at him...
I was late for my lec so I had to go out with a tons of anxiety with me...
After the lecture I came back to try to enter safe mode for my com, as suggested by Kok...
Nothing worked.... I couldn't even enter safe mode to backup my data.... all my DATA~~!! I dun wanna redo all my assignments!!!
Asked for Vui min's help but nothing seemed to work for me.... T_T
Aik Leong "jio" for basketball cum handball, so I went with Vui Min for some exercise... hoping to clear my mind a lil bit... think of anymore Stupid Idea I can get....
After the lights went off, went back to my room to try again n I succeeded in entering Safe Mode! Yippie~ Why doesn't it worked when I tried earlier? Weird....
Nvm... at least I got to backup my computer.... Next on will be formatting my Blackie I guess... dammit... all my programs.... Have to crack the prog all over again.... *shhhh..... Say No to Software Piracy (=_=)
Lots of thanks to Vui Min for helping me and lending me his computer for tonight.... How would I live without a computer in my life? LOL
Sunday, March 2, 2008
go random
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Should I? or Shouldn't I ?
But have some doubts...
thanks to the weird function of my DSC-W30 when I was gonna take my own passport size photo ~_~
Monday, February 18, 2008
some time needed
Give me some time leh...
Not everyone that lucky de leh...
For my whole life it only happened 3 times so far...
And I let them pass by lo...
First time gone cause I was too damn young lo...
Second time cause I am damn stupid and slow la...
Third time cause I am just too damn unlucky leh...
U think so easy forget and move on meh...
U think can just say "oh dammit" and then go to sleep and then tomolo wake up all ok liao and start again meh...?
Some things need time de ma...
Just give me some time and some space then I can continue my life again lo
Dun be so eager la~~ Give me time leh...
*phew*
I guess u know how is Lincoln's style now? =p
Dun understand nvr mind... just wanna shout it out here
leganya~~
Friday, February 15, 2008
二十二
春天是它最爱的季节
当微风随意吹乱他的头发
他并不在一身边世界的嘈杂
只想着自己生命中的变化
还有十五分钟才午休
从早到晚没有想像中那么好过
安定的日子不一定就是幸福
忘不掉他在心里做过的梦
他今年农历三月六号刚满二十二
刚甩开课本要离开家看看这世界
却发现许多烦恼要面对
oh yeah
他常会想望能回到那年他一十二
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁
他就像一朵蓓蕾满怀希望
秋天是忽然间就来临
青春虽然有本钱可以洒脱
一场恋爱二十二个月就结束
才知道有些感情不值得赌
九月天气还是有点热
他想公车再不来就走一走路
他开始明白等待未必有结果
一个人也能走上梦的旅途
他今年农历三月六号刚满二十二
刚甩开课本要离开家看看这世界
却发现许多烦恼要面对
oh yeah
他常会想望能回到那年他一十二
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁
他一直满怀希望
人生偶尔会走上一条陌路
像是没有指标的地图
别让它们说你该知足
只有你知道什么是你的幸福
他常会想望能回到那年他一十二
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁
他笑着想过未来
oh 它应该得到幸福
如此的简单的梦
有没有实现
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Of guilt???
Why do I have this feeling that I ve been punished for some crime I didn't I ve committed?
What did I do wrong?
Maybe I am just too sensitive?
But I am nvr a sensitive person! I am as slow as Mr Sam in the pool, maybe even slower!
Hate HR... but can't live without it...
Damn!
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
CNY lai liao~
But I couldn't agree more with the others regarding how SUCKY were the emcees, Especially that guy~ You SUCK man~
Just glad that it's over now...
Going home tml~ Yay!!
Devil: "Can eat eat eat til I gain back the 5kg i lost!!"
Angel:"No Teo Peng.... Won't want ur efforts to go to waste, will you?"
Hmmm... which side shud I choose? Smuckzzz! It's CNY man~~ Let the devil win for once~ LOL
Alor Star~ Here I come! Weeeee~~~..... >_<
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Whoa~
"he is a gift from heaven, isn't he?" couldn't agree more >_<
Thursday, January 31, 2008
=)
萧煌奇 - 逆风飞翔
不夠聰明 你說你
注定失敗很徹底 很努力
總是得不到肯定
不夠幸運 你說你
注定飛不上天際 就快要
失去繼續的力氣
親愛的寶貝 有我陪著你
鼓起勇氣 拋開傷心
因為青春 就該好好闖一闖
要飛翔 要尋找 真理想
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別說累
總有人在你身旁 為你加油啊
逆著風也要飛翔 很辛苦也要堅強
帶著夢想 去飛翔
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別怕黑
總有人在你身旁 為你祝福啊
逆著風也要盼望 很受傷也要勇敢(飛翔)
也許會失望 也許很受傷
跌跌撞撞 失去 方向
但是青春 就該勇敢闖一闖
去飛翔 去尋找 真理想
不要 害怕失敗會受傷
不要 害怕失敗會受傷
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別說累
總有人在你身旁 為你加油啊
逆著風也要飛翔 很辛苦也要堅強
帶著夢想 去飛翔
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別怕黑
總有人在你身旁 為你祝福啊
逆著風也要盼望 很受傷也要勇敢(飛翔)
不要 害怕失敗會受傷
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別說累
總有人在你身旁 為你加油啊
逆著風也要飛翔 很辛苦也要堅強
帶著夢想 去飛翔
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別怕黑
總有人在你身旁 為你祝福啊
逆著風也要盼望 很受傷也要勇敢(飛翔)
親愛的你 別在意 別管一路風和雨
做自己 星光多麼的美麗
安安靜靜 我和你 笑看那些不如意
只要你 不怕風雨 你看人生多麼的美麗
Friday, January 25, 2008
Post-IHG post -version 2 0_o|||
Lost to EH... the scoreline is not that important anymore...
I am glad that Eric decided to let me play and thx for recognizing my ability~ Really need that ^^
Although I only go on for ~1/2 of the match, thats alr enuf for me to enjoy my last IHG match
I think I did good, not in attack cos I am not that type of player, but in defense
Sorry for any player from EH that face me cos they really got a beating from me
That's what I have to to to show them that I am not to be bullied on the court
I don't think its dirty play, cos I dun play those tricks to get them hurt; instead I clamped so hard on them to warn them that I am NO PUSHOVER and you dun bully me cos I am less athletic of fit than you
I enjoyed the game and I dun think there will be any IHG anymore for me in the future... dun think they will need me also
Glad that after Eric and the F block guys, there are a few fresh blood in the team like Pak Kin, Jun Kok, Choon Wee etc
Eric did a good job, with help from Hendrik and Loo Bing to make the handball team more like a team
KE7 handball grows slowly but it grows... from the year before to the year Wuhong and me took over the mess and to today's team... hopefully in few years time I can still come bak and cheer for their finals... if there is still anyone I know in there heheee~
Will still play handball as recreational sport in year 4 if I am still ard but no more competitive matches for me i guess.. I am just too old for that dy...
Tmr will go psp games hunting for my bro at City Hall i think... Need $$ again... really gonna get it bak from him during CNY or I am gonna be begging for money on the street liaoz...
Then CUT HAIR!!! damn the Dover barber shop for closing on friday... why close on friday?
The the 2wayholistic need reservation and summore so ex
Hair grow so fast... need look and feel clean during CNY =)
Yay!! Weekends! I like weekends~~ ^^
Time helps...
Its very clear already... And I know it.... Even without words... I know sooner or later its gonna happen
祝福不但须要勇气和宽容的心,也须要时间的辅助
Thats all I can say
Just hope there won't be any event and instances that will rip my wounds open again...
Let me heal on my own, that's what I do for all my life
Just be happy, thats all I want to see...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Dun ever overlook me
Yesterday went to find that guy but it seems he was too busy to entertain us and was not in his office...despite I have made an appointment with him~~ Hope my grp members dun blame me for that... I dun mean to waste other ppl's time ~_~
Today to make sure he is in his office, I made a call to confirmed. After that went to UHWC for my follow up check and the doctor said my injury heal quite fast and need some more stretching to recover... Also warned me no more sports for the week... No way man~ This will be my last handball match... Who knows when I will be touching any handball anymore once I step into 4th yer and after graduation... I dun wan to end this in nothing but regrets...
After that the doc prescribe me ANOTHER counterpain! Cool, now I have enough counterpain for at least 1/2 a semester! Every time I visit UHWC I will be walking out with a tube of counterpain... maybe I shud be their spokesperson or sumthing whahaha~~
After the clinic is the video viewing before the meeting... The video was damn gross, showing all those cuts, flesh leaving body, ugly burns, blisters.... etc just like SAW all over again... wasted my 30mins on a compulsory video viewing session that I learnt nothing but maybe only the technique of rescuing a person choked on food... How are u supposed to choke on food in the Fab Lab??? ~_~
Then went to meeting and the Lab Assistant was there... Yay!! But before we went in to find him, we were not familiar with place so we looked thru the opening at the door... Then suddenly there was 1 annoying voice "EXCUUUuuuuuse Me!" One of the ME guy same year as me showing some bad attitude towards us before squeeze past us into the office. I presumed he is one of the FSAE guys working on the Race car for ME Automotive... When we asked for the lab assistant, his counterpart also answered us in a rude manner, showing that "Asshole" attitude towards us...
WTH... Come on~ You r in the FSAE grp, so what?! Only top students can enter, so WHAT?! We went to same lecture and tutorials during 1st year, and thats the attitude you gave us??!! Be polite to ppl, then ppl be polite to you. This is what we call Kurang Ajar...
Nvm those assholes, we seek for the lab guy advice and he suggested that we outsource cos our design kinda hard for us to fabricate on our own...
After meeting went back to room and slept for 1/2 hr... and missed the RH-EH 1st half... Damn! Luckily managed to watch the 2nd half to learn something... Raffles as always a team to admire... Their passings and wave are just too good... A lot of hard work must be on the wave it self cos its simply so natural and all their "mo qi" are so good... EH on the other hand had some tall guys who can pivot, and the wings also quite good at shooting... The passing was ok and like us, they also lack in the wave passing... The game against EH will be a very very near match... Hope we can win against them thsi coming Friday~
HOPE I will be able to run by then... My last IHG match.... I dun wanna be left out!!!!
KE7 Handball FTW!!! GoGoGo!!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Fairness?
There's no fairness in this world...
There never was and never will...
Equality is only a utopia in this world
No one were born equal, not even twins
Even in a match there can never be 100% fairness
Some born to be healthy and some not
Some born in a good environment while some others born with suffering all around
You can never be fair to everyone
When it involves more than 2, someone will get hurt, no matter you want it or not
What determines whether you are selfish or selfless?
What ever decision you've made, some will profit less, some more
An apple cut into half, is it really 0.5 +0.5 =1?
Being too concern about what is fair to others will only hurt yourself, cause you will never know what the others think about the fairness you provide...
You may think this is fair, others may not
Something or someone gotta give, isn't it?
Its just about making the decisions on whats best from your own judgment
Luck can never be fair
Some are born without limbs, without sight, but they live on and make the best out of what they have
Most are born neither genius nor rich, but ppl work hard and hope for the best
Reaching for totality only ends in hard fall towards reality
So you just do what you think best and hope it is so~
Monday, January 21, 2008
猪脚平?!
Why? Why?!
I had been so careful for the last 1/2 year just to prevent my old injury from creeping back... Instead I got myself a new injury... this time the other ankle!!!
In the morning can't even walk at all and need Codein just to ease my pain ~_~
Can't even sleep at night bcos of this stupid PIG LEG!!
After the match, even found out that my leg start to show this ugly bruises... maybe i was standing too long I guess...
HOPEFULLY can recover by this Friday!!! Pls Pls Pls let me be ok by Friday... I dun want to waste a semester of training on such stupid injury!!!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Busy day?
Supposed to have a meeting with the Lab officer to discuss the design project but I guess I sent the email too late a day before and he replied only in the morning... Too late to gather the members for the consultation in the morning and most of them are busy after noon... guess hav to postpone to Tuesday then.... cant delay anymore or I may cause some serious mayhem to our project... >_<
Since the meeting is off, I agreed to accompany Chia Sheng to Orchard to look for his F1 race car model...
So jealous of him being able to take part in Research project in NTU, even went for attachment in Shanghai... >_<
Despite having so many modules to manage, he still manage to find time to do his F1 Aerodynamic research project and work on his Gundam models... I salute you man~~ m(-_-)m
When I was waiting for bus, saw a very very familiar face sitting beside me... I was told that Chang Yang from Melbourne is visiting Spore for 1 day before going back to Msia, but he was there alone, which shud be impossible as Winson shud be taking him ard Spore... He changed quite a lot too... Scared of identifying the wrong guy, I stay quite until we both reach the MRT station together in coincidence... After meeting up wif CS at the station, I asked him to identify the guy for me... In the end found out its really Chang Yang!! OMG cant believe my eyes haha~
Seems like Winson having a class and he decided to tour ard on his own... I guess he had been to Spore quite oftenly that he is quite familiar alr... moreover its impossible for one to be totally lost in Spore right?? =p
He was going to Bugis 1st so we changed line at Raffles Place...
Got the F1 model at Wheelock Place in Orchard after asking ard a lil bit... The ~30cm F1 model cost ard 150 SGD... 0_o
I guess this is wat u gonna pay for such detailed die casted car model...
After that went to SLS to get his cousin an external HDD and also to upgrade his RAM to 1G
I wish I had $ left to do that too... my com is dying in front of me.... @_@
SLS is really not for those noobies to go cause if you dun survey ard carefully 1st before purchasing, there's a chance u may paid more than u shud... The word "con" may be harsh but some shop may fog ur vision and make u make the wrong decision!
Took 3-4 hrs to complete the task today~ Even got myself a notebook cooler pad =)
He is quite experienced in the project leader stuffs so I managed to asked him for some opinions on my projects before I alighted at Buona Vista to rush back for last handball training before IHG
In the end was bak in hall just nice for the training... Today really is not a good day for training... Can feel my leg muscles are very tight for the past few days... My left ankle which was supposed to be "healthy", unlike my injury prone right ankle starts to hurt too... even more than my right... >_<
During the training, Loo Bing got hit by the ball straight in the "most fragile part of a man" shud I say... OUCH that hurts.... All men shud know how much it hurts >_<
Then later Jon hurt his hand when saving a shot from Marcus.... Then near the end of the training, was shocked when Wuhong suddenly sit on the ground and clutched his leg... Seems like his old injury from Sepak is back... Rest more and be well soon... The team need you to score in IHG =)
After that, a freaky injury occured on Choon Wee... When the ball hit his chest, he held his back of his upper neck instead, looking quite painful.... It seems like the has hurt his back... from a ball hitting his chest?! Thats a weird one.... Eric decided to leave in out of Monday's match as injury on spine is really no joke... Had it once before and its the worst injury u wanna have.... Hope he will be fine by this Friday for the showdown with Eusoff....
The training lasted til the lights went off at ard 1130 or midnight i guess.... need some more practice on the strategies as so many strategies can really create confusion.... Strategies are making my mind go haywire liaoz....
Too wasted from the training that dun feel like doing the laundry ~_~ Guess I only do it in the morning la.... (-_-)ZZzzzz...
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Set builder? Me?!
Went to dinner ard 5:45 and something weird happened... When I was returning the plate, Chia Hui suddenly called me and then asked me to walk forward... (~_~)??
"walk there! No, walk there!" Then they started laughing~ What the...? Dunno what happened... Wahaha can tell me what happened? Blur blur liaoz
After dinner is Wushu at 8pm, nearly overslept and went at ard 815, skipped the xqrj set building and joined them later... Wahaha 你跟我记住... My groin still hurts now (x_x) Pay back later LOL
Went to xqrj after wushu... they still left 3-4 sets left to build. Was given the drill and started my work... Long time since I do these type of work... my drilling very very lousy~ -_-|||
The screws either broke or the head simply got destroyed by me.... What a 打击to me... _n-o
Peijia came for help and she did it so easily... one shot already 搞定 *clap clap clap
Started to suspect that do i sucked so badly ~_~
Later got the drill back and started trying again... and it worked!! Flawlessly! wahahaha~~~
Guess the 1st wood I tried was too hard cos later the others using it also has some problems...
Some obvious effort to comfort myself? Hehe... But at least proved that I didn't sucked too badly LOL
After all frames of the sets are done, its alr 12:15... tmr still got meeting at 930am ... My design project starts Officially TODAY!! (time: 1245am)
_n_(-_-) ZZzzzzz....
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
1st day 之 Fresh Start?
The 1st class alr 8am for GEK1527 Genes and Society... Damn! Unwillingly choose this shitty timeslot cos the other grp clashes with my core... -_-
Set my alarm to be 710am and it took 5-6 snoozes before I got up... When got up the thought of no class still remains in my mind i guess... Then suddenly woke up.. Shit!! Supa late liaoz... Pack up and grab breakfast before run down those freakin stairs to Science...
Got the 5 mins late but there's no lecturer inside... weird? Took out notes to read thru for 40 mins and the lecturer haven't turn up... WTH? Then there's one guy told the class that the lecturer just announced that class only starts next week... Thx for kindly telling everyone but my sleep is totally ruined by the irresponsibility of the lecturer... Only got 4 hrs sleep last nite cos of xqrj and sorting out the schedule for my design team...
1 1/2 hrs left... What to do? Went straight to Engine to sit outside lt6, waiting for the next lecture...
!st day really nothing to do since not much to read... Next is the Engineering Professionalism lecture... Got it and surprised that the 1st lecturer of this module is the infamous Prof. CCH... The prof who only talks to the 2 front rows... -_-|||
As usual, he speak so softly and only looks at the ppl at the front row... Lt6 was so noisy and it made thins worse and worse... The Air-con also kinda f*ck up.. kinda heaty even I only wore shorts and IHG jersey...
The lecture was a total disaster... i think Josh, Joel and Charlie would agree with me too -_-
Imagine you cant listen to what the Prof is saying, yet you cant sleep due to the stagnant air... TORTUROUS!!
Finally its over... then went for lunch with the guys... I guess will be going vegetarian for lunch throughout the sem this time onwards...Diet and $$$!!
Back to another class for Materials... The lecturer was Ok... Only a lil bored cos the 1st lecture only shows tons and tons of photos on buildings...aircrafts...so on
Finally its over~~ wait... not yet... forgot to send my textbooks to Buyback Asia at YIH and still got GEM2901 at evening... Noooo~~
Rushed back, have 30 mins sleep then went to YIH drop my books there... Hope can sell all of them this time ard or I m dead broke...
After YIH, went to Science and got there just in time... Just nice to prevent myself from sitting on the walkway... too bad for Kok and Peijia heheee...
Even saw Huey Shin and Aik Leong, Zheng Ning, Lao Lang there... walao so many KE7 ppl
Found that the Lecturer was quite a joker, at least compared to those super lame Engine lecturer and can tell jokes that freezes you out -_-|||
Although he talks a lot of crap, he is funny ^^ Craps, but funny LOL
He also keeps to ask ppl to drop this module lol
"You need to form a 3-4 ppl group for the projects, or else I guess you might have to drop this module"
"You may listen from friends that this module is easy... Think again. You might wanna drop it."
LOL @_@
Was thinking of skipping this class for handball training but in the end stayed til the end cos found that he is interesting enuf to keep me interested lol.
The class early at ard 815pm then rushed back for handball training...Trained with the girls handball team too... The training ended late at ard 11pm i think...
Overall the 1st day sucks badly... but still got the GEM2901 lecturer to cheer me up hahaha~~
Tmr no class~~ Yay!!
Its Over
I don't need all this kind of stuff bugging me.
All I need to do is to do what's best for myself.
All this stuff is totally trivial and only affects my mind and block it from doing what I am supposed to do here in NUS in the first place.
Why bother?
Plan for yourself and do what you supposed to do.
Don't care the f*ck of these complicated yet unimportant things!
FOCUS is the word Teo Peng. FOCUS!!
Truth
I may be childish most of the time, but I can handle the truth like an adult
I am ready for it, anytime, any place... ready for the truth
Monday, January 14, 2008
Just wanna know
But my words don't come out straight
I don't know what to say
No. On monday i tell myself u gotta wait
Don't rush it. Don't anticipate.
Take it slowly, it's ok it's ok
I just want a chance to know you to know
the woman deep inside
Yeah yeah(and)
I dont wanna look back on life
to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you,
On wednesday I casually walk on by to find that you're not there
I act like I don't care
But on friday I catch a glimpse of you I tell myself dont hesitate
You just walk up and say hello! Say hello!
I just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside
Yeah yeah (and) i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah (to get to know you)even at the risk of looking like a fool to you
I just want a chance to know you to know the love you have inside
Yeah yeah (and) I dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you
Will I ever know your heart?
爱是个什么东西
曲:陶喆
词:陶喆 & 娃娃
电脑程式编写:陶喆
木吉他:Bruce Watson & 陶喆
钢琴:吴庆隆
走遍这城市
找个没你的角落
混乱的心要一点冷静
分手说不定
是现在最好的解脱
该对爱喊个暂停
怎么Try
心里还是搞不懂
想去爱
但又怕被爱伤害
不明白
怎么样才会满足
Don’t Know Why
想走又离你不开
爱是个什么东西
它到底公不公平
爱有什么了不起
有没有都是可以
My my my my my my
Lai lai lai lai lai lai
希望这一切
只是迷茫过度期
爱和情欲交战在心底
锁定一颗心
没有想象中那么容易
安定后就不安定
怎么Try
有时心会被摇动
想去爱
但是又不敢去爱
我明白
你的沉默你的痛
I Know Why
但不知道要怎么去改
爱是个什么东西
什么东西
它是太理想主义
爱有什么了不起
我充满许多怀疑
Da da da da da da ~
Yeah ~
难道我全做错
能否重新来过
爱能给我多少宽容
爱 爱 爱这东西
到底有什么了不起
La la la 我问自己爱
爱 爱这东西
到底有什么了不起
Bye bye bye 这个游戏
爱是个什么东西
我一直问我自己
爱有什么了不起
那才是真理
有没有都活下去
爱是个什么东西
什么东西
我还在问我自己
爱有什么了不起
我不能回答
我不能回答自己
Sunday, January 13, 2008
One man trip
Saturday was supposed to go to find my PSP console that I longed for^^
Got the info from net that Funzsquare at AMK hub selling PSP at $280 for the console alone so decided to go there... But how? Forgot last time how did I came back from AMK... Typical 路痴 of me ~_~
Thx Sin Yee for the direction la~~ =)
Grabbed my bag and went to Dover to take the bus... Looked and the bus destinations list and found that I need to pass 39 stops before reaching AMK! OMG... wont be counting stops this time I guess... since everytime the stop counting method fails me... Just go on the bus and 随机应变 la...
Its been a very long time since I travel out ard Singapore on my own... more than 1/2 yrs I guess... the last time shud be when I visited some companies at Tuas during outsourcing for details on steels...
One man trip allow me to do some thinking of my own as I walked/moved ard Singapore...
It feels peaceful(i guess?) to travel alone and allow me to think more properly than keeping myself in my room, with all those weird thoughts attacking my mind ~_~
About 5 mins after I boarded, the sky started to rain... 0_o'''
Why always rain whenever I go out? Sianz~~
Luckily as I approach AMK the rain reduced to drizzling alr... AMK area really looked unfamiliar to be as its only my 2nd time there... Keep my eyes opened wide O_O to look for the AMK Hub sign... In the end still missed the bus stop.... @_@
Luckily the next bus stop is within walking distance from AMK hub...
Got to Funzsquare and found out the shop despite being so small, is totally and utterly full with ppl looking for games... Can even enter the shop at first becos its too damn crowded!!!
Finally got myself inside and looked ard the shop be4 asking for the price of PSP...
Was told that the PSP bundle cost nearly 400, with a 4Gb Sandisk memory stick and all those small small stuffs...
Thought the price was quite ok le, after research and research AND research for more than 3 months on the price...
My bro wanted a White PSP, which is what I wanted earlier so I guess I might as well choose another color...
Wasn't quite sure of what color to buy and took me 20 mins just to choose the right color haha! Hope the nice guy there wasnt pissed off by me ~_~
In the end found that blue color wasn't as girly as it seems... moreover its my favourite color so I chose blue! ^^
Also bought myself PES6 to play with my PSP ^^
In the end... total paid was $830~~ NOW I am TOTALLY broke.... Hope the experiment end soon so that I can get bak my $$$ ~_~ Gonna pay the hostel fee summore 0_o'''
Meng, U owe me $400 now~ Gonna claim back from u during CNY, prepare big Ang Pau for me Wahaha!!
Now whats left is to find my 小蓝 a nice Hand Strap to go with =)
I guess gonna be on HARDCORE diet during this coming semester liaoz... >.<




