Focus and Character Building

Within a year, I had learnt a lot of things that I had never encountered before throughout my life

It's a regret that we were sacrificed for my sort of "enlightenment" to come about

You had the power to draw out all the negativities in me, and I am grateful that we met.. 

How love can change you.. To change, be it for good or bad, one must first be totally destroyed

I need a major overhaul, physically, mentally, spiritually

Physically... In progress 

Mentally... In slow progress

Spiritually... Or more to change of perspectives and values, I need that more than the other 2. Need a lot of pounding, deconstruct and reconstruct

At least I believe the 3rd can greatly influence the other 2 when I get there. With these only I will be able to stand up tall again

I lack diligence, I lack charisma, I lack courage

Let go of comfort zones, that need courage

Time to take some risks, and see how things go

Will I fail? Most likely I will again. I will get back up time and again