No time to blog... but have time to listen ^^
萧煌奇 - 逆风飞翔
不夠聰明 你說你
注定失敗很徹底 很努力
總是得不到肯定
不夠幸運 你說你
注定飛不上天際 就快要
失去繼續的力氣
親愛的寶貝 有我陪著你
鼓起勇氣 拋開傷心
因為青春 就該好好闖一闖
要飛翔 要尋找 真理想
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別說累
總有人在你身旁 為你加油啊
逆著風也要飛翔 很辛苦也要堅強
帶著夢想 去飛翔
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別怕黑
總有人在你身旁 為你祝福啊
逆著風也要盼望 很受傷也要勇敢(飛翔)
也許會失望 也許很受傷
跌跌撞撞 失去 方向
但是青春 就該勇敢闖一闖
去飛翔 去尋找 真理想
不要 害怕失敗會受傷
不要 害怕失敗會受傷
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別說累
總有人在你身旁 為你加油啊
逆著風也要飛翔 很辛苦也要堅強
帶著夢想 去飛翔
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別怕黑
總有人在你身旁 為你祝福啊
逆著風也要盼望 很受傷也要勇敢(飛翔)
不要 害怕失敗會受傷
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別說累
總有人在你身旁 為你加油啊
逆著風也要飛翔 很辛苦也要堅強
帶著夢想 去飛翔
努力啊乘著夢想往前 別怕黑
總有人在你身旁 為你祝福啊
逆著風也要盼望 很受傷也要勇敢(飛翔)
親愛的你 別在意 別管一路風和雨
做自己 星光多麼的美麗
安安靜靜 我和你 笑看那些不如意
只要你 不怕風雨 你看人生多麼的美麗
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Post-IHG post -version 2 0_o|||
Finally it's over...
Lost to EH... the scoreline is not that important anymore...
I am glad that Eric decided to let me play and thx for recognizing my ability~ Really need that ^^
Although I only go on for ~1/2 of the match, thats alr enuf for me to enjoy my last IHG match
I think I did good, not in attack cos I am not that type of player, but in defense
Sorry for any player from EH that face me cos they really got a beating from me
That's what I have to to to show them that I am not to be bullied on the court
I don't think its dirty play, cos I dun play those tricks to get them hurt; instead I clamped so hard on them to warn them that I am NO PUSHOVER and you dun bully me cos I am less athletic of fit than you
I enjoyed the game and I dun think there will be any IHG anymore for me in the future... dun think they will need me also
Glad that after Eric and the F block guys, there are a few fresh blood in the team like Pak Kin, Jun Kok, Choon Wee etc
Eric did a good job, with help from Hendrik and Loo Bing to make the handball team more like a team
KE7 handball grows slowly but it grows... from the year before to the year Wuhong and me took over the mess and to today's team... hopefully in few years time I can still come bak and cheer for their finals... if there is still anyone I know in there heheee~
Will still play handball as recreational sport in year 4 if I am still ard but no more competitive matches for me i guess.. I am just too old for that dy...
Tmr will go psp games hunting for my bro at City Hall i think... Need $$ again... really gonna get it bak from him during CNY or I am gonna be begging for money on the street liaoz...
Then CUT HAIR!!! damn the Dover barber shop for closing on friday... why close on friday?
The the 2wayholistic need reservation and summore so ex
Hair grow so fast... need look and feel clean during CNY =)
Yay!! Weekends! I like weekends~~ ^^
Lost to EH... the scoreline is not that important anymore...
I am glad that Eric decided to let me play and thx for recognizing my ability~ Really need that ^^
Although I only go on for ~1/2 of the match, thats alr enuf for me to enjoy my last IHG match
I think I did good, not in attack cos I am not that type of player, but in defense
Sorry for any player from EH that face me cos they really got a beating from me
That's what I have to to to show them that I am not to be bullied on the court
I don't think its dirty play, cos I dun play those tricks to get them hurt; instead I clamped so hard on them to warn them that I am NO PUSHOVER and you dun bully me cos I am less athletic of fit than you
I enjoyed the game and I dun think there will be any IHG anymore for me in the future... dun think they will need me also
Glad that after Eric and the F block guys, there are a few fresh blood in the team like Pak Kin, Jun Kok, Choon Wee etc
Eric did a good job, with help from Hendrik and Loo Bing to make the handball team more like a team
KE7 handball grows slowly but it grows... from the year before to the year Wuhong and me took over the mess and to today's team... hopefully in few years time I can still come bak and cheer for their finals... if there is still anyone I know in there heheee~
Will still play handball as recreational sport in year 4 if I am still ard but no more competitive matches for me i guess.. I am just too old for that dy...
Tmr will go psp games hunting for my bro at City Hall i think... Need $$ again... really gonna get it bak from him during CNY or I am gonna be begging for money on the street liaoz...
Then CUT HAIR!!! damn the Dover barber shop for closing on friday... why close on friday?
The the 2wayholistic need reservation and summore so ex
Hair grow so fast... need look and feel clean during CNY =)
Yay!! Weekends! I like weekends~~ ^^
Time helps...
Slowly and unknowingly... I think I can slowly put that feeling behind me...
Its very clear already... And I know it.... Even without words... I know sooner or later its gonna happen
祝福不但须要勇气和宽容的心，也须要时间的辅助
Thats all I can say
Just hope there won't be any event and instances that will rip my wounds open again...
Let me heal on my own, that's what I do for all my life
Just be happy, thats all I want to see...
Its very clear already... And I know it.... Even without words... I know sooner or later its gonna happen
祝福不但须要勇气和宽容的心，也须要时间的辅助
Thats all I can say
Just hope there won't be any event and instances that will rip my wounds open again...
Let me heal on my own, that's what I do for all my life
Just be happy, thats all I want to see...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Dun ever overlook me
Got no class on Wednesday but have to attend a fabrication lab safety precautions video...Summore had a meeting with the lab assistant to ask about the feasibility of our design...
Yesterday went to find that guy but it seems he was too busy to entertain us and was not in his office...despite I have made an appointment with him~~ Hope my grp members dun blame me for that... I dun mean to waste other ppl's time ~_~
Today to make sure he is in his office, I made a call to confirmed. After that went to UHWC for my follow up check and the doctor said my injury heal quite fast and need some more stretching to recover... Also warned me no more sports for the week... No way man~ This will be my last handball match... Who knows when I will be touching any handball anymore once I step into 4th yer and after graduation... I dun wan to end this in nothing but regrets...
After that the doc prescribe me ANOTHER counterpain! Cool, now I have enough counterpain for at least 1/2 a semester! Every time I visit UHWC I will be walking out with a tube of counterpain... maybe I shud be their spokesperson or sumthing whahaha~~
After the clinic is the video viewing before the meeting... The video was damn gross, showing all those cuts, flesh leaving body, ugly burns, blisters.... etc just like SAW all over again... wasted my 30mins on a compulsory video viewing session that I learnt nothing but maybe only the technique of rescuing a person choked on food... How are u supposed to choke on food in the Fab Lab??? ~_~
Then went to meeting and the Lab Assistant was there... Yay!! But before we went in to find him, we were not familiar with place so we looked thru the opening at the door... Then suddenly there was 1 annoying voice "EXCUUUuuuuuse Me!" One of the ME guy same year as me showing some bad attitude towards us before squeeze past us into the office. I presumed he is one of the FSAE guys working on the Race car for ME Automotive... When we asked for the lab assistant, his counterpart also answered us in a rude manner, showing that "Asshole" attitude towards us...
WTH... Come on~ You r in the FSAE grp, so what?! Only top students can enter, so WHAT?! We went to same lecture and tutorials during 1st year, and thats the attitude you gave us??!! Be polite to ppl, then ppl be polite to you. This is what we call Kurang Ajar...
Nvm those assholes, we seek for the lab guy advice and he suggested that we outsource cos our design kinda hard for us to fabricate on our own...
After meeting went back to room and slept for 1/2 hr... and missed the RH-EH 1st half... Damn! Luckily managed to watch the 2nd half to learn something... Raffles as always a team to admire... Their passings and wave are just too good... A lot of hard work must be on the wave it self cos its simply so natural and all their "mo qi" are so good... EH on the other hand had some tall guys who can pivot, and the wings also quite good at shooting... The passing was ok and like us, they also lack in the wave passing... The game against EH will be a very very near match... Hope we can win against them thsi coming Friday~
HOPE I will be able to run by then... My last IHG match.... I dun wanna be left out!!!!
KE7 Handball FTW!!! GoGoGo!!!
Yesterday went to find that guy but it seems he was too busy to entertain us and was not in his office...despite I have made an appointment with him~~ Hope my grp members dun blame me for that... I dun mean to waste other ppl's time ~_~
Today to make sure he is in his office, I made a call to confirmed. After that went to UHWC for my follow up check and the doctor said my injury heal quite fast and need some more stretching to recover... Also warned me no more sports for the week... No way man~ This will be my last handball match... Who knows when I will be touching any handball anymore once I step into 4th yer and after graduation... I dun wan to end this in nothing but regrets...
After that the doc prescribe me ANOTHER counterpain! Cool, now I have enough counterpain for at least 1/2 a semester! Every time I visit UHWC I will be walking out with a tube of counterpain... maybe I shud be their spokesperson or sumthing whahaha~~
After the clinic is the video viewing before the meeting... The video was damn gross, showing all those cuts, flesh leaving body, ugly burns, blisters.... etc just like SAW all over again... wasted my 30mins on a compulsory video viewing session that I learnt nothing but maybe only the technique of rescuing a person choked on food... How are u supposed to choke on food in the Fab Lab??? ~_~
Then went to meeting and the Lab Assistant was there... Yay!! But before we went in to find him, we were not familiar with place so we looked thru the opening at the door... Then suddenly there was 1 annoying voice "EXCUUUuuuuuse Me!" One of the ME guy same year as me showing some bad attitude towards us before squeeze past us into the office. I presumed he is one of the FSAE guys working on the Race car for ME Automotive... When we asked for the lab assistant, his counterpart also answered us in a rude manner, showing that "Asshole" attitude towards us...
WTH... Come on~ You r in the FSAE grp, so what?! Only top students can enter, so WHAT?! We went to same lecture and tutorials during 1st year, and thats the attitude you gave us??!! Be polite to ppl, then ppl be polite to you. This is what we call Kurang Ajar...
Nvm those assholes, we seek for the lab guy advice and he suggested that we outsource cos our design kinda hard for us to fabricate on our own...
After meeting went back to room and slept for 1/2 hr... and missed the RH-EH 1st half... Damn! Luckily managed to watch the 2nd half to learn something... Raffles as always a team to admire... Their passings and wave are just too good... A lot of hard work must be on the wave it self cos its simply so natural and all their "mo qi" are so good... EH on the other hand had some tall guys who can pivot, and the wings also quite good at shooting... The passing was ok and like us, they also lack in the wave passing... The game against EH will be a very very near match... Hope we can win against them thsi coming Friday~
HOPE I will be able to run by then... My last IHG match.... I dun wanna be left out!!!!
KE7 Handball FTW!!! GoGoGo!!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Fairness?
Fairness?
There's no fairness in this world...
There never was and never will...
Equality is only a utopia in this world
No one were born equal, not even twins
Even in a match there can never be 100% fairness
Some born to be healthy and some not
Some born in a good environment while some others born with suffering all around
You can never be fair to everyone
When it involves more than 2, someone will get hurt, no matter you want it or not
What determines whether you are selfish or selfless?
What ever decision you've made, some will profit less, some more
An apple cut into half, is it really 0.5 +0.5 =1?
Being too concern about what is fair to others will only hurt yourself, cause you will never know what the others think about the fairness you provide...
You may think this is fair, others may not
Something or someone gotta give, isn't it?
Its just about making the decisions on whats best from your own judgment
Luck can never be fair
Some are born without limbs, without sight, but they live on and make the best out of what they have
Most are born neither genius nor rich, but ppl work hard and hope for the best
Reaching for totality only ends in hard fall towards reality
So you just do what you think best and hope it is so~
There's no fairness in this world...
There never was and never will...
Equality is only a utopia in this world
No one were born equal, not even twins
Even in a match there can never be 100% fairness
Some born to be healthy and some not
Some born in a good environment while some others born with suffering all around
You can never be fair to everyone
When it involves more than 2, someone will get hurt, no matter you want it or not
What determines whether you are selfish or selfless?
What ever decision you've made, some will profit less, some more
An apple cut into half, is it really 0.5 +0.5 =1?
Being too concern about what is fair to others will only hurt yourself, cause you will never know what the others think about the fairness you provide...
You may think this is fair, others may not
Something or someone gotta give, isn't it?
Its just about making the decisions on whats best from your own judgment
Luck can never be fair
Some are born without limbs, without sight, but they live on and make the best out of what they have
Most are born neither genius nor rich, but ppl work hard and hope for the best
Reaching for totality only ends in hard fall towards reality
So you just do what you think best and hope it is so~
Monday, January 21, 2008
猪脚平?!
Can't believe... really can't believe I actually tripped myself and twisted my left ankle the night before IHG!!!! @&^*&@^)$(@#*$&$)@#*()*@(#
Why? Why?!
I had been so careful for the last 1/2 year just to prevent my old injury from creeping back... Instead I got myself a new injury... this time the other ankle!!!
In the morning can't even walk at all and need Codein just to ease my pain ~_~
Can't even sleep at night bcos of this stupid PIG LEG!!
After the match, even found out that my leg start to show this ugly bruises... maybe i was standing too long I guess...
HOPEFULLY can recover by this Friday!!! Pls Pls Pls let me be ok by Friday... I dun want to waste a semester of training on such stupid injury!!!
Why? Why?!
I had been so careful for the last 1/2 year just to prevent my old injury from creeping back... Instead I got myself a new injury... this time the other ankle!!!
In the morning can't even walk at all and need Codein just to ease my pain ~_~
Can't even sleep at night bcos of this stupid PIG LEG!!
After the match, even found out that my leg start to show this ugly bruises... maybe i was standing too long I guess...
HOPEFULLY can recover by this Friday!!! Pls Pls Pls let me be ok by Friday... I dun want to waste a semester of training on such stupid injury!!!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Busy day?
Slept quite late on thursday nite but woke up amazingly early at 9am? Wats happening to me? Cant sleep anymore? Impossible~~ Was supposed to have Genes lecture today but the class postponed to next week... So I am basically free ALL day Wakaka~~
Supposed to have a meeting with the Lab officer to discuss the design project but I guess I sent the email too late a day before and he replied only in the morning... Too late to gather the members for the consultation in the morning and most of them are busy after noon... guess hav to postpone to Tuesday then.... cant delay anymore or I may cause some serious mayhem to our project... >_<
Since the meeting is off, I agreed to accompany Chia Sheng to Orchard to look for his F1 race car model...
So jealous of him being able to take part in Research project in NTU, even went for attachment in Shanghai... >_<
Despite having so many modules to manage, he still manage to find time to do his F1 Aerodynamic research project and work on his Gundam models... I salute you man~~ m(-_-)m
When I was waiting for bus, saw a very very familiar face sitting beside me... I was told that Chang Yang from Melbourne is visiting Spore for 1 day before going back to Msia, but he was there alone, which shud be impossible as Winson shud be taking him ard Spore... He changed quite a lot too... Scared of identifying the wrong guy, I stay quite until we both reach the MRT station together in coincidence... After meeting up wif CS at the station, I asked him to identify the guy for me... In the end found out its really Chang Yang!! OMG cant believe my eyes haha~
Seems like Winson having a class and he decided to tour ard on his own... I guess he had been to Spore quite oftenly that he is quite familiar alr... moreover its impossible for one to be totally lost in Spore right?? =p
He was going to Bugis 1st so we changed line at Raffles Place...
Got the F1 model at Wheelock Place in Orchard after asking ard a lil bit... The ~30cm F1 model cost ard 150 SGD... 0_o
I guess this is wat u gonna pay for such detailed die casted car model...
After that went to SLS to get his cousin an external HDD and also to upgrade his RAM to 1G
I wish I had $ left to do that too... my com is dying in front of me.... @_@
SLS is really not for those noobies to go cause if you dun survey ard carefully 1st before purchasing, there's a chance u may paid more than u shud... The word "con" may be harsh but some shop may fog ur vision and make u make the wrong decision!
Took 3-4 hrs to complete the task today~ Even got myself a notebook cooler pad =)
He is quite experienced in the project leader stuffs so I managed to asked him for some opinions on my projects before I alighted at Buona Vista to rush back for last handball training before IHG
In the end was bak in hall just nice for the training... Today really is not a good day for training... Can feel my leg muscles are very tight for the past few days... My left ankle which was supposed to be "healthy", unlike my injury prone right ankle starts to hurt too... even more than my right... >_<
During the training, Loo Bing got hit by the ball straight in the "most fragile part of a man" shud I say... OUCH that hurts.... All men shud know how much it hurts >_<
Then later Jon hurt his hand when saving a shot from Marcus.... Then near the end of the training, was shocked when Wuhong suddenly sit on the ground and clutched his leg... Seems like his old injury from Sepak is back... Rest more and be well soon... The team need you to score in IHG =)
After that, a freaky injury occured on Choon Wee... When the ball hit his chest, he held his back of his upper neck instead, looking quite painful.... It seems like the has hurt his back... from a ball hitting his chest?! Thats a weird one.... Eric decided to leave in out of Monday's match as injury on spine is really no joke... Had it once before and its the worst injury u wanna have.... Hope he will be fine by this Friday for the showdown with Eusoff....
The training lasted til the lights went off at ard 1130 or midnight i guess.... need some more practice on the strategies as so many strategies can really create confusion.... Strategies are making my mind go haywire liaoz....
Too wasted from the training that dun feel like doing the laundry ~_~ Guess I only do it in the morning la.... (-_-)ZZzzzz...
Supposed to have a meeting with the Lab officer to discuss the design project but I guess I sent the email too late a day before and he replied only in the morning... Too late to gather the members for the consultation in the morning and most of them are busy after noon... guess hav to postpone to Tuesday then.... cant delay anymore or I may cause some serious mayhem to our project... >_<
Since the meeting is off, I agreed to accompany Chia Sheng to Orchard to look for his F1 race car model...
So jealous of him being able to take part in Research project in NTU, even went for attachment in Shanghai... >_<
Despite having so many modules to manage, he still manage to find time to do his F1 Aerodynamic research project and work on his Gundam models... I salute you man~~ m(-_-)m
When I was waiting for bus, saw a very very familiar face sitting beside me... I was told that Chang Yang from Melbourne is visiting Spore for 1 day before going back to Msia, but he was there alone, which shud be impossible as Winson shud be taking him ard Spore... He changed quite a lot too... Scared of identifying the wrong guy, I stay quite until we both reach the MRT station together in coincidence... After meeting up wif CS at the station, I asked him to identify the guy for me... In the end found out its really Chang Yang!! OMG cant believe my eyes haha~
Seems like Winson having a class and he decided to tour ard on his own... I guess he had been to Spore quite oftenly that he is quite familiar alr... moreover its impossible for one to be totally lost in Spore right?? =p
He was going to Bugis 1st so we changed line at Raffles Place...
Got the F1 model at Wheelock Place in Orchard after asking ard a lil bit... The ~30cm F1 model cost ard 150 SGD... 0_o
I guess this is wat u gonna pay for such detailed die casted car model...
After that went to SLS to get his cousin an external HDD and also to upgrade his RAM to 1G
I wish I had $ left to do that too... my com is dying in front of me.... @_@
SLS is really not for those noobies to go cause if you dun survey ard carefully 1st before purchasing, there's a chance u may paid more than u shud... The word "con" may be harsh but some shop may fog ur vision and make u make the wrong decision!
Took 3-4 hrs to complete the task today~ Even got myself a notebook cooler pad =)
He is quite experienced in the project leader stuffs so I managed to asked him for some opinions on my projects before I alighted at Buona Vista to rush back for last handball training before IHG
In the end was bak in hall just nice for the training... Today really is not a good day for training... Can feel my leg muscles are very tight for the past few days... My left ankle which was supposed to be "healthy", unlike my injury prone right ankle starts to hurt too... even more than my right... >_<
During the training, Loo Bing got hit by the ball straight in the "most fragile part of a man" shud I say... OUCH that hurts.... All men shud know how much it hurts >_<
Then later Jon hurt his hand when saving a shot from Marcus.... Then near the end of the training, was shocked when Wuhong suddenly sit on the ground and clutched his leg... Seems like his old injury from Sepak is back... Rest more and be well soon... The team need you to score in IHG =)
After that, a freaky injury occured on Choon Wee... When the ball hit his chest, he held his back of his upper neck instead, looking quite painful.... It seems like the has hurt his back... from a ball hitting his chest?! Thats a weird one.... Eric decided to leave in out of Monday's match as injury on spine is really no joke... Had it once before and its the worst injury u wanna have.... Hope he will be fine by this Friday for the showdown with Eusoff....
The training lasted til the lights went off at ard 1130 or midnight i guess.... need some more practice on the strategies as so many strategies can really create confusion.... Strategies are making my mind go haywire liaoz....
Too wasted from the training that dun feel like doing the laundry ~_~ Guess I only do it in the morning la.... (-_-)ZZzzzz...
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Set builder? Me?!
Today no class at all, NIL! Wakaka~~ So slack whole day in my room... do some adjustment to the design plan and ..... yah~ basically just slacking... LOL
Went to dinner ard 5:45 and something weird happened... When I was returning the plate, Chia Hui suddenly called me and then asked me to walk forward... (~_~)??
"walk there! No, walk there!" Then they started laughing~ What the...? Dunno what happened... Wahaha can tell me what happened? Blur blur liaoz
After dinner is Wushu at 8pm, nearly overslept and went at ard 815, skipped the xqrj set building and joined them later... Wahaha 你跟我记住... My groin still hurts now (x_x) Pay back later LOL
Went to xqrj after wushu... they still left 3-4 sets left to build. Was given the drill and started my work... Long time since I do these type of work... my drilling very very lousy~ -_-|||
The screws either broke or the head simply got destroyed by me.... What a 打击to me... _n-o
Peijia came for help and she did it so easily... one shot already 搞定 *clap clap clap
Started to suspect that do i sucked so badly ~_~
Later got the drill back and started trying again... and it worked!! Flawlessly! wahahaha~~~
Guess the 1st wood I tried was too hard cos later the others using it also has some problems...
Some obvious effort to comfort myself? Hehe... But at least proved that I didn't sucked too badly LOL
After all frames of the sets are done, its alr 12:15... tmr still got meeting at 930am ... My design project starts Officially TODAY!! (time: 1245am)
_n_(-_-) ZZzzzzz....
Went to dinner ard 5:45 and something weird happened... When I was returning the plate, Chia Hui suddenly called me and then asked me to walk forward... (~_~)??
"walk there! No, walk there!" Then they started laughing~ What the...? Dunno what happened... Wahaha can tell me what happened? Blur blur liaoz
After dinner is Wushu at 8pm, nearly overslept and went at ard 815, skipped the xqrj set building and joined them later... Wahaha 你跟我记住... My groin still hurts now (x_x) Pay back later LOL
Went to xqrj after wushu... they still left 3-4 sets left to build. Was given the drill and started my work... Long time since I do these type of work... my drilling very very lousy~ -_-|||
The screws either broke or the head simply got destroyed by me.... What a 打击to me... _n-o
Peijia came for help and she did it so easily... one shot already 搞定 *clap clap clap
Started to suspect that do i sucked so badly ~_~
Later got the drill back and started trying again... and it worked!! Flawlessly! wahahaha~~~
Guess the 1st wood I tried was too hard cos later the others using it also has some problems...
Some obvious effort to comfort myself? Hehe... But at least proved that I didn't sucked too badly LOL
After all frames of the sets are done, its alr 12:15... tmr still got meeting at 930am ... My design project starts Officially TODAY!! (time: 1245am)
_n_(-_-) ZZzzzzz....
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
1st day 之 Fresh Start?
My class finally starts today(Start typing this at 11pm).
The 1st class alr 8am for GEK1527 Genes and Society... Damn! Unwillingly choose this shitty timeslot cos the other grp clashes with my core... -_-
Set my alarm to be 710am and it took 5-6 snoozes before I got up... When got up the thought of no class still remains in my mind i guess... Then suddenly woke up.. Shit!! Supa late liaoz... Pack up and grab breakfast before run down those freakin stairs to Science...
Got the 5 mins late but there's no lecturer inside... weird? Took out notes to read thru for 40 mins and the lecturer haven't turn up... WTH? Then there's one guy told the class that the lecturer just announced that class only starts next week... Thx for kindly telling everyone but my sleep is totally ruined by the irresponsibility of the lecturer... Only got 4 hrs sleep last nite cos of xqrj and sorting out the schedule for my design team...
1 1/2 hrs left... What to do? Went straight to Engine to sit outside lt6, waiting for the next lecture...
!st day really nothing to do since not much to read... Next is the Engineering Professionalism lecture... Got it and surprised that the 1st lecturer of this module is the infamous Prof. CCH... The prof who only talks to the 2 front rows... -_-|||
As usual, he speak so softly and only looks at the ppl at the front row... Lt6 was so noisy and it made thins worse and worse... The Air-con also kinda f*ck up.. kinda heaty even I only wore shorts and IHG jersey...
The lecture was a total disaster... i think Josh, Joel and Charlie would agree with me too -_-
Imagine you cant listen to what the Prof is saying, yet you cant sleep due to the stagnant air... TORTUROUS!!
Finally its over... then went for lunch with the guys... I guess will be going vegetarian for lunch throughout the sem this time onwards...Diet and $$$!!
Back to another class for Materials... The lecturer was Ok... Only a lil bored cos the 1st lecture only shows tons and tons of photos on buildings...aircrafts...so on
Finally its over~~ wait... not yet... forgot to send my textbooks to Buyback Asia at YIH and still got GEM2901 at evening... Noooo~~
Rushed back, have 30 mins sleep then went to YIH drop my books there... Hope can sell all of them this time ard or I m dead broke...
After YIH, went to Science and got there just in time... Just nice to prevent myself from sitting on the walkway... too bad for Kok and Peijia heheee...
Even saw Huey Shin and Aik Leong, Zheng Ning, Lao Lang there... walao so many KE7 ppl
Found that the Lecturer was quite a joker, at least compared to those super lame Engine lecturer and can tell jokes that freezes you out -_-|||
Although he talks a lot of crap, he is funny ^^ Craps, but funny LOL
He also keeps to ask ppl to drop this module lol
"You need to form a 3-4 ppl group for the projects, or else I guess you might have to drop this module"
"You may listen from friends that this module is easy... Think again. You might wanna drop it."
LOL @_@
Was thinking of skipping this class for handball training but in the end stayed til the end cos found that he is interesting enuf to keep me interested lol.
The class early at ard 815pm then rushed back for handball training...Trained with the girls handball team too... The training ended late at ard 11pm i think...
Overall the 1st day sucks badly... but still got the GEM2901 lecturer to cheer me up hahaha~~
Tmr no class~~ Yay!!
The 1st class alr 8am for GEK1527 Genes and Society... Damn! Unwillingly choose this shitty timeslot cos the other grp clashes with my core... -_-
Set my alarm to be 710am and it took 5-6 snoozes before I got up... When got up the thought of no class still remains in my mind i guess... Then suddenly woke up.. Shit!! Supa late liaoz... Pack up and grab breakfast before run down those freakin stairs to Science...
Got the 5 mins late but there's no lecturer inside... weird? Took out notes to read thru for 40 mins and the lecturer haven't turn up... WTH? Then there's one guy told the class that the lecturer just announced that class only starts next week... Thx for kindly telling everyone but my sleep is totally ruined by the irresponsibility of the lecturer... Only got 4 hrs sleep last nite cos of xqrj and sorting out the schedule for my design team...
1 1/2 hrs left... What to do? Went straight to Engine to sit outside lt6, waiting for the next lecture...
!st day really nothing to do since not much to read... Next is the Engineering Professionalism lecture... Got it and surprised that the 1st lecturer of this module is the infamous Prof. CCH... The prof who only talks to the 2 front rows... -_-|||
As usual, he speak so softly and only looks at the ppl at the front row... Lt6 was so noisy and it made thins worse and worse... The Air-con also kinda f*ck up.. kinda heaty even I only wore shorts and IHG jersey...
The lecture was a total disaster... i think Josh, Joel and Charlie would agree with me too -_-
Imagine you cant listen to what the Prof is saying, yet you cant sleep due to the stagnant air... TORTUROUS!!
Finally its over... then went for lunch with the guys... I guess will be going vegetarian for lunch throughout the sem this time onwards...Diet and $$$!!
Back to another class for Materials... The lecturer was Ok... Only a lil bored cos the 1st lecture only shows tons and tons of photos on buildings...aircrafts...so on
Finally its over~~ wait... not yet... forgot to send my textbooks to Buyback Asia at YIH and still got GEM2901 at evening... Noooo~~
Rushed back, have 30 mins sleep then went to YIH drop my books there... Hope can sell all of them this time ard or I m dead broke...
After YIH, went to Science and got there just in time... Just nice to prevent myself from sitting on the walkway... too bad for Kok and Peijia heheee...
Even saw Huey Shin and Aik Leong, Zheng Ning, Lao Lang there... walao so many KE7 ppl
Found that the Lecturer was quite a joker, at least compared to those super lame Engine lecturer and can tell jokes that freezes you out -_-|||
Although he talks a lot of crap, he is funny ^^ Craps, but funny LOL
He also keeps to ask ppl to drop this module lol
"You need to form a 3-4 ppl group for the projects, or else I guess you might have to drop this module"
"You may listen from friends that this module is easy... Think again. You might wanna drop it."
LOL @_@
Was thinking of skipping this class for handball training but in the end stayed til the end cos found that he is interesting enuf to keep me interested lol.
The class early at ard 815pm then rushed back for handball training...Trained with the girls handball team too... The training ended late at ard 11pm i think...
Overall the 1st day sucks badly... but still got the GEM2901 lecturer to cheer me up hahaha~~
Tmr no class~~ Yay!!
Its Over
Hard to type this out but it's all over.
I don't need all this kind of stuff bugging me.
All I need to do is to do what's best for myself.
All this stuff is totally trivial and only affects my mind and block it from doing what I am supposed to do here in NUS in the first place.
Why bother?
Plan for yourself and do what you supposed to do.
Don't care the f*ck of these complicated yet unimportant things!
FOCUS is the word Teo Peng. FOCUS!!
I don't need all this kind of stuff bugging me.
All I need to do is to do what's best for myself.
All this stuff is totally trivial and only affects my mind and block it from doing what I am supposed to do here in NUS in the first place.
Why bother?
Plan for yourself and do what you supposed to do.
Don't care the f*ck of these complicated yet unimportant things!
FOCUS is the word Teo Peng. FOCUS!!
Truth
Anytime you want to... just tell me the truth
I may be childish most of the time, but I can handle the truth like an adult
I am ready for it, anytime, any place... ready for the truth
I may be childish most of the time, but I can handle the truth like an adult
I am ready for it, anytime, any place... ready for the truth
Monday, January 14, 2008
Just wanna know
I can't stop looking in your eyes
But my words don't come out straight
I don't know what to say
No. On monday i tell myself u gotta wait
Don't rush it. Don't anticipate.
Take it slowly, it's ok it's ok
I just want a chance to know you to know
the woman deep inside
Yeah yeah(and)
I dont wanna look back on life
to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you,
On wednesday I casually walk on by to find that you're not there
I act like I don't care
But on friday I catch a glimpse of you I tell myself dont hesitate
You just walk up and say hello! Say hello!
I just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside
Yeah yeah (and) i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah (to get to know you)even at the risk of looking like a fool to you
I just want a chance to know you to know the love you have inside
Yeah yeah (and) I dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you
Will I ever know your heart?
But my words don't come out straight
I don't know what to say
No. On monday i tell myself u gotta wait
Don't rush it. Don't anticipate.
Take it slowly, it's ok it's ok
I just want a chance to know you to know
the woman deep inside
Yeah yeah(and)
I dont wanna look back on life
to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you,
On wednesday I casually walk on by to find that you're not there
I act like I don't care
But on friday I catch a glimpse of you I tell myself dont hesitate
You just walk up and say hello! Say hello!
I just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside
Yeah yeah (and) i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah (to get to know you)even at the risk of looking like a fool to you
I just want a chance to know you to know the love you have inside
Yeah yeah (and) I dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you
Will I ever know your heart?
爱是个什么东西
爱是个什么东西
曲：陶喆
词：陶喆 & 娃娃
电脑程式编写：陶喆
木吉他：Bruce Watson & 陶喆
钢琴：吴庆隆
走遍这城市
找个没你的角落
混乱的心要一点冷静
分手说不定
是现在最好的解脱
该对爱喊个暂停
怎么Try
心里还是搞不懂
想去爱
但又怕被爱伤害
不明白
怎么样才会满足
Don’t Know Why
想走又离你不开
爱是个什么东西
它到底公不公平
爱有什么了不起
有没有都是可以
My my my my my my
Lai lai lai lai lai lai
希望这一切
只是迷茫过度期
爱和情欲交战在心底
锁定一颗心
没有想象中那么容易
安定后就不安定
怎么Try
有时心会被摇动
想去爱
但是又不敢去爱
我明白
你的沉默你的痛
I Know Why
但不知道要怎么去改
爱是个什么东西
什么东西
它是太理想主义
爱有什么了不起
我充满许多怀疑
Da da da da da da ~
Yeah ~
难道我全做错
能否重新来过
爱能给我多少宽容
爱 爱 爱这东西
到底有什么了不起
La la la 我问自己爱
爱 爱这东西
到底有什么了不起
Bye bye bye 这个游戏
爱是个什么东西
我一直问我自己
爱有什么了不起
那才是真理
有没有都活下去
爱是个什么东西
什么东西
我还在问我自己
爱有什么了不起
我不能回答
我不能回答自己
曲：陶喆
词：陶喆 & 娃娃
电脑程式编写：陶喆
木吉他：Bruce Watson & 陶喆
钢琴：吴庆隆
走遍这城市
找个没你的角落
混乱的心要一点冷静
分手说不定
是现在最好的解脱
该对爱喊个暂停
怎么Try
心里还是搞不懂
想去爱
但又怕被爱伤害
不明白
怎么样才会满足
Don’t Know Why
想走又离你不开
爱是个什么东西
它到底公不公平
爱有什么了不起
有没有都是可以
My my my my my my
Lai lai lai lai lai lai
希望这一切
只是迷茫过度期
爱和情欲交战在心底
锁定一颗心
没有想象中那么容易
安定后就不安定
怎么Try
有时心会被摇动
想去爱
但是又不敢去爱
我明白
你的沉默你的痛
I Know Why
但不知道要怎么去改
爱是个什么东西
什么东西
它是太理想主义
爱有什么了不起
我充满许多怀疑
Da da da da da da ~
Yeah ~
难道我全做错
能否重新来过
爱能给我多少宽容
爱 爱 爱这东西
到底有什么了不起
La la la 我问自己爱
爱 爱这东西
到底有什么了不起
Bye bye bye 这个游戏
爱是个什么东西
我一直问我自己
爱有什么了不起
那才是真理
有没有都活下去
爱是个什么东西
什么东西
我还在问我自己
爱有什么了不起
我不能回答
我不能回答自己
Sunday, January 13, 2008
One man trip
Its been a long time since I go out alone by myself...
Saturday was supposed to go to find my PSP console that I longed for^^
Got the info from net that Funzsquare at AMK hub selling PSP at $280 for the console alone so decided to go there... But how? Forgot last time how did I came back from AMK... Typical 路痴 of me ~_~
Thx Sin Yee for the direction la~~ =)
Grabbed my bag and went to Dover to take the bus... Looked and the bus destinations list and found that I need to pass 39 stops before reaching AMK! OMG... wont be counting stops this time I guess... since everytime the stop counting method fails me... Just go on the bus and 随机应变 la...
Its been a very long time since I travel out ard Singapore on my own... more than 1/2 yrs I guess... the last time shud be when I visited some companies at Tuas during outsourcing for details on steels...
One man trip allow me to do some thinking of my own as I walked/moved ard Singapore...
It feels peaceful(i guess?) to travel alone and allow me to think more properly than keeping myself in my room, with all those weird thoughts attacking my mind ~_~
About 5 mins after I boarded, the sky started to rain... 0_o'''
Why always rain whenever I go out? Sianz~~
Luckily as I approach AMK the rain reduced to drizzling alr... AMK area really looked unfamiliar to be as its only my 2nd time there... Keep my eyes opened wide O_O to look for the AMK Hub sign... In the end still missed the bus stop.... @_@
Luckily the next bus stop is within walking distance from AMK hub...
Got to Funzsquare and found out the shop despite being so small, is totally and utterly full with ppl looking for games... Can even enter the shop at first becos its too damn crowded!!!
Finally got myself inside and looked ard the shop be4 asking for the price of PSP...
Was told that the PSP bundle cost nearly 400, with a 4Gb Sandisk memory stick and all those small small stuffs...
Thought the price was quite ok le, after research and research AND research for more than 3 months on the price...
My bro wanted a White PSP, which is what I wanted earlier so I guess I might as well choose another color...
Wasn't quite sure of what color to buy and took me 20 mins just to choose the right color haha! Hope the nice guy there wasnt pissed off by me ~_~
In the end found that blue color wasn't as girly as it seems... moreover its my favourite color so I chose blue! ^^
Also bought myself PES6 to play with my PSP ^^
In the end... total paid was $830~~ NOW I am TOTALLY broke.... Hope the experiment end soon so that I can get bak my $$$ ~_~ Gonna pay the hostel fee summore 0_o'''
Meng, U owe me $400 now~ Gonna claim back from u during CNY, prepare big Ang Pau for me Wahaha!!
Now whats left is to find my 小蓝 a nice Hand Strap to go with =)
I guess gonna be on HARDCORE diet during this coming semester liaoz... >.<
Saturday was supposed to go to find my PSP console that I longed for^^
Got the info from net that Funzsquare at AMK hub selling PSP at $280 for the console alone so decided to go there... But how? Forgot last time how did I came back from AMK... Typical 路痴 of me ~_~
Thx Sin Yee for the direction la~~ =)
Grabbed my bag and went to Dover to take the bus... Looked and the bus destinations list and found that I need to pass 39 stops before reaching AMK! OMG... wont be counting stops this time I guess... since everytime the stop counting method fails me... Just go on the bus and 随机应变 la...
Its been a very long time since I travel out ard Singapore on my own... more than 1/2 yrs I guess... the last time shud be when I visited some companies at Tuas during outsourcing for details on steels...
One man trip allow me to do some thinking of my own as I walked/moved ard Singapore...
It feels peaceful(i guess?) to travel alone and allow me to think more properly than keeping myself in my room, with all those weird thoughts attacking my mind ~_~
About 5 mins after I boarded, the sky started to rain... 0_o'''
Why always rain whenever I go out? Sianz~~
Luckily as I approach AMK the rain reduced to drizzling alr... AMK area really looked unfamiliar to be as its only my 2nd time there... Keep my eyes opened wide O_O to look for the AMK Hub sign... In the end still missed the bus stop.... @_@
Luckily the next bus stop is within walking distance from AMK hub...
Got to Funzsquare and found out the shop despite being so small, is totally and utterly full with ppl looking for games... Can even enter the shop at first becos its too damn crowded!!!
Finally got myself inside and looked ard the shop be4 asking for the price of PSP...
Was told that the PSP bundle cost nearly 400, with a 4Gb Sandisk memory stick and all those small small stuffs...
Thought the price was quite ok le, after research and research AND research for more than 3 months on the price...
My bro wanted a White PSP, which is what I wanted earlier so I guess I might as well choose another color...
Wasn't quite sure of what color to buy and took me 20 mins just to choose the right color haha! Hope the nice guy there wasnt pissed off by me ~_~
In the end found that blue color wasn't as girly as it seems... moreover its my favourite color so I chose blue! ^^
Also bought myself PES6 to play with my PSP ^^
In the end... total paid was $830~~ NOW I am TOTALLY broke.... Hope the experiment end soon so that I can get bak my $$$ ~_~ Gonna pay the hostel fee summore 0_o'''
Meng, U owe me $400 now~ Gonna claim back from u during CNY, prepare big Ang Pau for me Wahaha!!
Now whats left is to find my 小蓝 a nice Hand Strap to go with =)
I guess gonna be on HARDCORE diet during this coming semester liaoz... >.<
Which to follow?
My mind keep asking me to give up...
But my heart just dun want to...clinging to watever hope there is...false hopes...
Which do I follow?
But my heart just dun want to...clinging to watever hope there is...false hopes...
Which do I follow?
Denial?
Dunno if its same as what I think...
Just dun wanna accept such a possible fact...
Keep thinking there might be a chance... any at all
Keep on creating reasons to believe that its not true..
Just wanna have a try...cos I dun wanna miss it...really dont...
Seems like I am in denial... >_<
How do I come out from this denial stage...?
Maybe just need a closure?
Just dun wanna accept such a possible fact...
Keep thinking there might be a chance... any at all
Keep on creating reasons to believe that its not true..
Just wanna have a try...cos I dun wanna miss it...really dont...
Seems like I am in denial... >_<
How do I come out from this denial stage...?
Maybe just need a closure?
Saturday, January 12, 2008
无奈
最近真的好多不愉快的事发生在我的周围。。。
想要帮忙又真的不知怎么开口。。。
只怕我开口了可能只会使到事情更复杂化。。。
更何况自己也是烦恼多多，有点自身难保的感觉。。。
而且我对整件事完全的是99%的不清不楚，想问又怕使她/他不开心。。。
看到她不开心，生气我真的好难过。。。又带着些许的无奈
我不会开导别人，也不懂如何去安慰他人，但我可以做个很好的聍听者。。。
我真的可以的。。。
他哭了。。。我也帮不到什么。。。
了解他们的心事可能会帮我解开自己的烦恼，然而我真的无法开口
怕又再为他人添麻烦，
怕有做出伤害他人的言行举止，
怕以后再也看不到她，
怕又伤到这个好朋友。。。
可能唯一的方法是默默等待，等他开口吧。。。
反正自己最厉害的就是默默等待哈哈。。。
想要帮忙又真的不知怎么开口。。。
只怕我开口了可能只会使到事情更复杂化。。。
更何况自己也是烦恼多多，有点自身难保的感觉。。。
而且我对整件事完全的是99%的不清不楚，想问又怕使她/他不开心。。。
看到她不开心，生气我真的好难过。。。又带着些许的无奈
我不会开导别人，也不懂如何去安慰他人，但我可以做个很好的聍听者。。。
我真的可以的。。。
他哭了。。。我也帮不到什么。。。
了解他们的心事可能会帮我解开自己的烦恼，然而我真的无法开口
怕又再为他人添麻烦，
怕有做出伤害他人的言行举止，
怕以后再也看不到她，
怕又伤到这个好朋友。。。
可能唯一的方法是默默等待，等他开口吧。。。
反正自己最厉害的就是默默等待哈哈。。。
Friday, January 11, 2008
Post-IHG post ~_~
Its over now... At least for my 3rd year...
Really had the believe that we can actually make it at least to the Semis...
The matches against Temasek Hall was very very close... One or two points difference can just change everything...
The first match of Terence, Josh and Wuhong was very very close... Slightest of error or nerve can really cost a lot to the game...
Luck and nerve definitely played a big part here... Those lucky points were totally on the opponents side today... Maybe its becos I forgot to "bai bai" today ba? Hitting the net and roll over or bounce back to our court was very frustrating points to lose...
Terence made a number or great serves and both Wuhong and Josh managed to do some killing too
However, sometimes nerves just cos ppl to make mistake... Some of their killings were not at their normal standard...
One small difference can really change everything... I can feel that they are in quite a lot of pressure then... even more than when I played last year with Xing Hua and Yan Hua...
Shouted til i lost my voice... >_<
Despite losing to TH, we still had a chance to fight into the semis, provided that TH beats KR...
After the TH game, I was (unwillingly) asked to be the umpire for the RH-SH game.... NOoooo... ~_~
Very scared of being the man that decide the game... Summore I ve lost my voice due to all the cheering and shouting... -_-'''
There I was, at the middle of the court, on the 1.5 m tall wobbly scary chair... With my dunno-who-bit-it-before whistle and a stopwatch... Accidentally put the whistle into my mouth without wiping it at least... YUCK~~~!!!! Then watever, just use it lah... wat done is done... hope the previous person used it does not have any oral diseases ~_~
I try to call out to the team captains but found no sound coming out from my throat... sianz,... So went down to call for them to start the game... One of the players even requested that I speak more loudly... As though I dun want to...
Throughout the game shout until my throat starts to hurt... Damn!
I expected being an "ump" is going to be difficult but never expected this much pressure... -_-
There are moments of close calls that I thought I had done reasonably well... I hope I did well...
One thing to scared about being an Ump is you may make decisions that MAY appear to be bias towards a team... I tried my best to be fair.... Linesman really play a big role... at least for me... Some balls you ccant just see whether its out or in... This time you will have to trust ur linesman..
There was one occasion when the ball had hit the floor, but the RH player had blocked my view of the ball... therefore i had to consult my 2 linesmen... in the end one said its out while the other said its in... OMG siao liao... I guess I had to make my own judgment based on the reaction of the crowd... Most RH ppl and players shouted out while SH ppl keep silent... I made the decision that it was OUT... No objections and the game went on...
I guess you can learn a lot of things from the IHG competitions... There was one player that wasn't satisfy with my judgment that its a fault that the corner of his jersey touched the net and shouted angrily at me... But rule is rule and undoubtedly any part touching the net is a fault ao I stood to my decision... Guess there's no point in showing him the yellow card cos that will only make things worse... Moreover I can't even hear a thing he said due to the cheering and bottle hitting of the SH supporter LOL
There was another player that maybe got his adrenaline pumped too much into his brain that he started provoking the opponents... I let it go for the first set... However, in the second set he still remains the same... Although there's no rule saying that provoking is a fault (i guess -_-) i think i need to give him a talk... Told him that pls dont provoke the opponents and he apologized... I hope I did the right thing....
Its fun to watch Takraw matches but its definitely not that fun umpiring it.... FINALLY the match is over... SH did some thrashing on RH, despite the 3rd regu did some fighting to bring the match to a tiebreak
I thought I did just OK for a beginner umpire... Although sometimes look a bit clumsy and stupid in my nerdy nerdy looking glass... I think 40-50% for my performance is reasonable enuf...
Pls dun make me an umpire of a match anymore ~_~
Unknowingly wrote too long, bad habit since Secondary school LOL
Maybe continue later... IF i still have the mood hahaz....
Really had the believe that we can actually make it at least to the Semis...
The matches against Temasek Hall was very very close... One or two points difference can just change everything...
The first match of Terence, Josh and Wuhong was very very close... Slightest of error or nerve can really cost a lot to the game...
Luck and nerve definitely played a big part here... Those lucky points were totally on the opponents side today... Maybe its becos I forgot to "bai bai" today ba? Hitting the net and roll over or bounce back to our court was very frustrating points to lose...
Terence made a number or great serves and both Wuhong and Josh managed to do some killing too
However, sometimes nerves just cos ppl to make mistake... Some of their killings were not at their normal standard...
One small difference can really change everything... I can feel that they are in quite a lot of pressure then... even more than when I played last year with Xing Hua and Yan Hua...
Shouted til i lost my voice... >_<
Despite losing to TH, we still had a chance to fight into the semis, provided that TH beats KR...
After the TH game, I was (unwillingly) asked to be the umpire for the RH-SH game.... NOoooo... ~_~
Very scared of being the man that decide the game... Summore I ve lost my voice due to all the cheering and shouting... -_-'''
There I was, at the middle of the court, on the 1.5 m tall wobbly scary chair... With my dunno-who-bit-it-before whistle and a stopwatch... Accidentally put the whistle into my mouth without wiping it at least... YUCK~~~!!!! Then watever, just use it lah... wat done is done... hope the previous person used it does not have any oral diseases ~_~
I try to call out to the team captains but found no sound coming out from my throat... sianz,... So went down to call for them to start the game... One of the players even requested that I speak more loudly... As though I dun want to...
Throughout the game shout until my throat starts to hurt... Damn!
I expected being an "ump" is going to be difficult but never expected this much pressure... -_-
There are moments of close calls that I thought I had done reasonably well... I hope I did well...
One thing to scared about being an Ump is you may make decisions that MAY appear to be bias towards a team... I tried my best to be fair.... Linesman really play a big role... at least for me... Some balls you ccant just see whether its out or in... This time you will have to trust ur linesman..
There was one occasion when the ball had hit the floor, but the RH player had blocked my view of the ball... therefore i had to consult my 2 linesmen... in the end one said its out while the other said its in... OMG siao liao... I guess I had to make my own judgment based on the reaction of the crowd... Most RH ppl and players shouted out while SH ppl keep silent... I made the decision that it was OUT... No objections and the game went on...
I guess you can learn a lot of things from the IHG competitions... There was one player that wasn't satisfy with my judgment that its a fault that the corner of his jersey touched the net and shouted angrily at me... But rule is rule and undoubtedly any part touching the net is a fault ao I stood to my decision... Guess there's no point in showing him the yellow card cos that will only make things worse... Moreover I can't even hear a thing he said due to the cheering and bottle hitting of the SH supporter LOL
There was another player that maybe got his adrenaline pumped too much into his brain that he started provoking the opponents... I let it go for the first set... However, in the second set he still remains the same... Although there's no rule saying that provoking is a fault (i guess -_-) i think i need to give him a talk... Told him that pls dont provoke the opponents and he apologized... I hope I did the right thing....
Its fun to watch Takraw matches but its definitely not that fun umpiring it.... FINALLY the match is over... SH did some thrashing on RH, despite the 3rd regu did some fighting to bring the match to a tiebreak
I thought I did just OK for a beginner umpire... Although sometimes look a bit clumsy and stupid in my nerdy nerdy looking glass... I think 40-50% for my performance is reasonable enuf...
Pls dun make me an umpire of a match anymore ~_~
Unknowingly wrote too long, bad habit since Secondary school LOL
Maybe continue later... IF i still have the mood hahaz....
Thursday, January 10, 2008
IHG Sepak Takraw
IHG is very close now....
This Friday will be a very very long day to endure, provided that we fight ourselves into the Semis and hopefully the FINALS!!!
Never put much hope on getting the Gold but from the Regus' performance lately, putting aside the nerves, I really think KE7 will have a very good chance to beat 2 halls in the same group as us.
The 1st Regu consisting of Terence, Josh and Wuhong is a team with simple techniques and strategy, but its the most effective and strongest team among the 3 regus. I think simplicity is the most beautiful and effective strategy and its proven that its very effective during the trainings. If Terence's serve is maintain at his normal level, Wuhong and Josh can do what they do best, the team is really unbeatable, at least at this stage ^^
2nd regu will be the Mauritian team, Kevin, Yannick and Hanslee. Their classy techniques and the 默契 they have is admirable. Hanslee killing is surely the best in the Sepak team, now he can even kill with both his legs and his head!!!
The 3rd regu will be Colin, Damian and also Andy. Colin has been improving a lot on his service, although not as great as Terence's, its still very hard to receive, looking at the fact that many halls dun really have Tekong with very good service. Damian and Andy has very good control on the ball, some really good killing will be needed to kill them off.
Although I am only on the bench, I really hope that the team can fight into the semis at least, as the team this year definitely beats last years team =)
Fight KE7! Gogogo!
Hope I dun die as a Ref tmr~~~ x_x
This Friday will be a very very long day to endure, provided that we fight ourselves into the Semis and hopefully the FINALS!!!
Never put much hope on getting the Gold but from the Regus' performance lately, putting aside the nerves, I really think KE7 will have a very good chance to beat 2 halls in the same group as us.
The 1st Regu consisting of Terence, Josh and Wuhong is a team with simple techniques and strategy, but its the most effective and strongest team among the 3 regus. I think simplicity is the most beautiful and effective strategy and its proven that its very effective during the trainings. If Terence's serve is maintain at his normal level, Wuhong and Josh can do what they do best, the team is really unbeatable, at least at this stage ^^
2nd regu will be the Mauritian team, Kevin, Yannick and Hanslee. Their classy techniques and the 默契 they have is admirable. Hanslee killing is surely the best in the Sepak team, now he can even kill with both his legs and his head!!!
The 3rd regu will be Colin, Damian and also Andy. Colin has been improving a lot on his service, although not as great as Terence's, its still very hard to receive, looking at the fact that many halls dun really have Tekong with very good service. Damian and Andy has very good control on the ball, some really good killing will be needed to kill them off.
Although I am only on the bench, I really hope that the team can fight into the semis at least, as the team this year definitely beats last years team =)
Fight KE7! Gogogo!
Hope I dun die as a Ref tmr~~~ x_x
顺其自然?
Things seems to going fine I guess...
Its a joy talking and befriending her =)
Hope the remaining awkwardness would dilute and go away in no time >_<
Guess have to just let things go slowly, 顺其自然 ~~~
Too many friends look sad lately... sadness is contagious? Hope not...
Cheer up ppl!
Cheer up too Teo Peng ^^
ps: I am the Ref, What I say is FINAL!! Wahaha~~~haha..... I dun wanna be Ref la~ >..<
Its a joy talking and befriending her =)
Hope the remaining awkwardness would dilute and go away in no time >_<
Guess have to just let things go slowly, 顺其自然 ~~~
Too many friends look sad lately... sadness is contagious? Hope not...
Cheer up ppl!
Cheer up too Teo Peng ^^
ps: I am the Ref, What I say is FINAL!! Wahaha~~~haha..... I dun wanna be Ref la~ >..<
_n-o (T..T) o-n_
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Glow
Remember there was one movie (i've forgot the name) that when a friend describes to the other friend about a girl he falls in love with...
The guy said:" Whenever I see her I can see as though she is glowing right in front of me, as bright as the brightest star at night." (I think thats what he said roughly)
When I heard what he said, what I could think is "is it really so?"... At that time I just think that its just another 肉麻情话 to be added to make the movie romantic...
May even think that it was totally crap, according my science infested mind, all have to have an answer to it... How can one person emit such amount of photons to make her glow? -_-|||
Although the Star girl in Stardust do glow in front of the man, its just becos its a movie that involves magics, witches etc...
Never thought I would have such an experience. I saw her in front of me unexpectedly, and I think what the guys said in the movie is true in some sense... ~_~
Whenever she is present, she kinda glow in some way that you will simply lose focus on the people, the surrounding and all you could see is her... Its just like the focus on cameras... you tend to focus on her, making the surrounding things and ppl blurry...
Never had such complicated feelings before... School times was just plainly I like that person, feels so happy that I could see her everyday in school...
Maybe things just got complicated as ppl grow up...
When I see her, I feel happy, at the same time a lot of unknown feelings just gush through my mind, its just like all the extreme 酸甜苦辣just come at the same time... what the hell is wrong with me?
Never knew that a simple msg of a few words only can hurt so much...
Maybe I am just in denial.... Have to let go of it no matter how...
Plz...plz... School plz start ASAP so i can put this all behind and focus completely on my projects and studies... ~_~
Just need to be VERY busy again or else such amount of free time will only render my mind the space and time to run wild, causing all these confusions....
Never been so wanting to start classes so eagerly before... A good sign i guess HAhahar.... ~_~
The guy said:" Whenever I see her I can see as though she is glowing right in front of me, as bright as the brightest star at night." (I think thats what he said roughly)
When I heard what he said, what I could think is "is it really so?"... At that time I just think that its just another 肉麻情话 to be added to make the movie romantic...
May even think that it was totally crap, according my science infested mind, all have to have an answer to it... How can one person emit such amount of photons to make her glow? -_-|||
Although the Star girl in Stardust do glow in front of the man, its just becos its a movie that involves magics, witches etc...
Never thought I would have such an experience. I saw her in front of me unexpectedly, and I think what the guys said in the movie is true in some sense... ~_~
Whenever she is present, she kinda glow in some way that you will simply lose focus on the people, the surrounding and all you could see is her... Its just like the focus on cameras... you tend to focus on her, making the surrounding things and ppl blurry...
Never had such complicated feelings before... School times was just plainly I like that person, feels so happy that I could see her everyday in school...
Maybe things just got complicated as ppl grow up...
When I see her, I feel happy, at the same time a lot of unknown feelings just gush through my mind, its just like all the extreme 酸甜苦辣just come at the same time... what the hell is wrong with me?
Never knew that a simple msg of a few words only can hurt so much...
Maybe I am just in denial.... Have to let go of it no matter how...
Plz...plz... School plz start ASAP so i can put this all behind and focus completely on my projects and studies... ~_~
Just need to be VERY busy again or else such amount of free time will only render my mind the space and time to run wild, causing all these confusions....
Never been so wanting to start classes so eagerly before... A good sign i guess HAhahar.... ~_~
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
PSP >.<
Still undecided whether I should buy the PSP now or only after the class starts...
Another is still not sure is when can i get my munnie~~~?! Why cant the experiment ever end?
I want my munnie~~~~
If I am to buy psp which colour should I choose?
White (My fav but scared might get dirty smudges and disgusting grey compounds resulting from hand sweats -_-|||)
Black (2nd fav coz its the classical colour for playstation, looks cool and less prone to dirt)
Silver (Cool too but dont look really suitable for psp...)
Blue (My fav colour but light blue looks a lil girlish...)
Pink (definitely not my choice of colour...)
Purple (or rather lavender, never a fan of purple but such light purple somehow looks good... hmmm)
The new deep red PSP (Looks kinda like spiderman type of psp but costs 10-20 dollars more...summore its Limited Edition!!! Ah crap la who cares if its limited~)
Gonna be broke after buying psp.... pls pls experiment pls end soon....
Summore my bro want me to buy one for him... total up may need ard 800sgd
Wallet "pua kang" liao~~~
Another is still not sure is when can i get my munnie~~~?! Why cant the experiment ever end?
I want my munnie~~~~
If I am to buy psp which colour should I choose?
White (My fav but scared might get dirty smudges and disgusting grey compounds resulting from hand sweats -_-|||)
Black (2nd fav coz its the classical colour for playstation, looks cool and less prone to dirt)
Silver (Cool too but dont look really suitable for psp...)
Blue (My fav colour but light blue looks a lil girlish...)
Pink (definitely not my choice of colour...)
Purple (or rather lavender, never a fan of purple but such light purple somehow looks good... hmmm)
The new deep red PSP (Looks kinda like spiderman type of psp but costs 10-20 dollars more...summore its Limited Edition!!! Ah crap la who cares if its limited~)
Gonna be broke after buying psp.... pls pls experiment pls end soon....
Summore my bro want me to buy one for him... total up may need ard 800sgd
Wallet "pua kang" liao~~~
Kids...
Kids have been "something" to be loved and to be scared for me
It is kinda scary when u meet them for the first time, wondering if u will play the role as fun uncle or scary person to them
There's warmth in your heart when they shows their liking and trust towards you by holding you hand and tells you basically everything, anything at all, from what they did today to their friends in school
It turns kinda scary when they start to treat you too friendly that they may start climbing onto your body and just could not stop from making you to play with them
It is cute whenever you see they run towards you, shouting out for you whenever you come to visit
Its not that cute when you see they start running, jumping around, shouting, even shrieking until your ears feel like dropping off ~_~
I love kids, but I am scared of them as well >_<
It is kinda scary when u meet them for the first time, wondering if u will play the role as fun uncle or scary person to them
There's warmth in your heart when they shows their liking and trust towards you by holding you hand and tells you basically everything, anything at all, from what they did today to their friends in school
It turns kinda scary when they start to treat you too friendly that they may start climbing onto your body and just could not stop from making you to play with them
It is cute whenever you see they run towards you, shouting out for you whenever you come to visit
Its not that cute when you see they start running, jumping around, shouting, even shrieking until your ears feel like dropping off ~_~
I love kids, but I am scared of them as well >_<
Monday, January 7, 2008
Sakit!
Can't believe one can accumulate so many injuries just in a training -_-
had been feeling tight on both my leg muscles lately and it seems to get worse...
My ankle also start to give way... dunno for how long the ankle guard can protect it
Dun want the doc's warning to come true, do I?
Past few days, the upper parts of both my knees suffers from unknown pain especially during rainy mornings when I woke up...
Then during last night's training, while I was jumping (or falling or sliding or watever) to save the ball, got my right butt cheek hit hardly on the floor... Shit! At first feels kinda sour on the butt, but then when I woke up this morning, all I can feel is my butt is like falling off >_<
Cant see any bruises but it is so painful lar... Now can only sit down on my left butt x_x
This sliding save ball actions hurts a lot and i think the knees are becos of this too...
However what hurt the most is getting my confidence bruised thru the matches...
Really can't play at all with the Mauritian team, not that its their fault, its just that cant really combine with them... The settings kinda hard to read...
Then comes the service by Terence... he was so scary in this training, and getting better and better at his service now.
Receiving his service had been a nightmare to me... even cut my nose for misjudging the height of his service... haiz...
I guess I have to up a few level more for the following trainings...
Jiayou teopeng! You are better than this!
Hope I dun become a mummy after IHG ~_~
had been feeling tight on both my leg muscles lately and it seems to get worse...
My ankle also start to give way... dunno for how long the ankle guard can protect it
Dun want the doc's warning to come true, do I?
Past few days, the upper parts of both my knees suffers from unknown pain especially during rainy mornings when I woke up...
Then during last night's training, while I was jumping (or falling or sliding or watever) to save the ball, got my right butt cheek hit hardly on the floor... Shit! At first feels kinda sour on the butt, but then when I woke up this morning, all I can feel is my butt is like falling off >_<
Cant see any bruises but it is so painful lar... Now can only sit down on my left butt x_x
This sliding save ball actions hurts a lot and i think the knees are becos of this too...
However what hurt the most is getting my confidence bruised thru the matches...
Really can't play at all with the Mauritian team, not that its their fault, its just that cant really combine with them... The settings kinda hard to read...
Then comes the service by Terence... he was so scary in this training, and getting better and better at his service now.
Receiving his service had been a nightmare to me... even cut my nose for misjudging the height of his service... haiz...
I guess I have to up a few level more for the following trainings...
Jiayou teopeng! You are better than this!
Hope I dun become a mummy after IHG ~_~
Sunday, January 6, 2008
对不起，我的好朋友。。。
短短的几天里我的心里经过非常多的变化。。。
试着打篮球放松心情但是依然感到无比的烦恼。。。
有时会有不明的怒气踊上来，挡也挡不住。。。
又有时候会不知不觉地发觉一阵鼻酸， 眼泪就掉下来了。。。
然而就在看黑涩会的时候，看着年终评比总冠军争夺战，里面有几句话点醒了我。
我太自私了，完全无视于他人的感受，只会想到自己
想必我的一举一动可能伤害到了身旁对自己非常重要的人。。
痛苦有时真的是自己自找的
为何要硬钻牛角尖呢?
有时不是你的就不是你的，为何硬要强求呢?
想一想他身为你的好朋友已经两年多了
想一想就因为他你才开始拥有那一点点莫名的勇气做以前从没勇气面对的事
难道这样你还是无法给予他应得的那一点信任吗?
信任对于友情是很重要的, 没有了信任, 那友情根本就无法生存
你们在这两年多一起经历的, 一起面对的。。。
难道还不足以建立那么一丁点的信任吗?
相信他吧！
放下她吧！做朋友也是守住她，喜欢她的一个方法
对不起，自己的任性和无知+白痴差一点把友情都搞砸了
希望我可以从这获取成长，不要再那么任性，把自己稀有的好朋友都弄跑了。。。
对不起，我的好朋友。。。我错了
试着打篮球放松心情但是依然感到无比的烦恼。。。
有时会有不明的怒气踊上来，挡也挡不住。。。
又有时候会不知不觉地发觉一阵鼻酸， 眼泪就掉下来了。。。
然而就在看黑涩会的时候，看着年终评比总冠军争夺战，里面有几句话点醒了我。
我太自私了，完全无视于他人的感受，只会想到自己
想必我的一举一动可能伤害到了身旁对自己非常重要的人。。
痛苦有时真的是自己自找的
为何要硬钻牛角尖呢?
有时不是你的就不是你的，为何硬要强求呢?
想一想他身为你的好朋友已经两年多了
想一想就因为他你才开始拥有那一点点莫名的勇气做以前从没勇气面对的事
难道这样你还是无法给予他应得的那一点信任吗?
信任对于友情是很重要的, 没有了信任, 那友情根本就无法生存
你们在这两年多一起经历的, 一起面对的。。。
难道还不足以建立那么一丁点的信任吗?
相信他吧！
放下她吧！做朋友也是守住她，喜欢她的一个方法
对不起，自己的任性和无知+白痴差一点把友情都搞砸了
希望我可以从这获取成长，不要再那么任性，把自己稀有的好朋友都弄跑了。。。
对不起，我的好朋友。。。我错了
I don't want like this
Not really comfortable with the title.... but its lyric says it all
变成了一个影
隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸
我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限情
模糊我自己
不愿深深把爱情
输了你的游戏
你要逃
对决拥抱
我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
寂寞点点不休息
而让甜蜜却也忘记
幸福不再美丽
可是我会在意
这种对你的深情
我不会怪自己
不愿意深深的情意
输了你的游戏
你要逃
对决了拥抱
我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
喔~~爱~~
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
喔~~爱~~
这么爱你的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
说在而情意
变成了一个影
隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸
我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限情
模糊我自己
不愿深深把爱情
输了你的游戏
你要逃
对决拥抱
我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
寂寞点点不休息
而让甜蜜却也忘记
幸福不再美丽
可是我会在意
这种对你的深情
我不会怪自己
不愿意深深的情意
输了你的游戏
你要逃
对决了拥抱
我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
喔~~爱~~
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
喔~~爱~~
这么爱你的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
说在而情意
insomnia
can't sleep...
can feel my heart is not with me anymore...
what was a crush seems to become love
always waiting in front of computer, hoping to just see her online
always waiting by my phone, hoping to get a msg from her, any at all...
my heart is with her now
but her heart is not mine...
can just feel that her heart will go to him, not me
can't get back my heart, yet i do not want to break a friend's heart, or end a friendship
can't contain it anymore... it is painful
can feel that i am losing her to him right in front of my eyes...
he never say, but i know
hope it is my misunderstanding, but i can just feel it
their every movement shows it
i hope i misunderstood, i really hope so...
i do not hate them, i hate myself for knowing her so late, and at so wrong of a time
he is my best friend here... she is the one i miss every second every hour everyday
can feel my heart is not with me anymore...
what was a crush seems to become love
always waiting in front of computer, hoping to just see her online
always waiting by my phone, hoping to get a msg from her, any at all...
my heart is with her now
but her heart is not mine...
can just feel that her heart will go to him, not me
can't get back my heart, yet i do not want to break a friend's heart, or end a friendship
can't contain it anymore... it is painful
can feel that i am losing her to him right in front of my eyes...
he never say, but i know
hope it is my misunderstanding, but i can just feel it
their every movement shows it
i hope i misunderstood, i really hope so...
i do not hate them, i hate myself for knowing her so late, and at so wrong of a time
he is my best friend here... she is the one i miss every second every hour everyday
Saturday, January 5, 2008
......
Very bad at expressing my feelings, let songs help me send the msg...
不只是朋友
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
想做你不变的恋人 想做你一世的牵挂
Only you
非你莫属
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我
非你莫属
我只愿
守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我
非你莫属
也许会
笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我
非你莫属
我只愿
守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我
非你莫属
也许会
笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
看
那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇蹟
哦
我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我
非你莫属
我只愿
守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我
非你莫属
也许会
笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
我的心...非你莫属
只要是你, 我一點也不怕苦, 我也不会放棄, 永遠不会...
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我
非你莫属
我只愿
守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我
非你莫属
也许会
笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我
非你莫属
我只愿
守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我
非你莫属
也许会
笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
看
那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇蹟
哦
我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我
非你莫属
我只愿
守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我
非你莫属
也许会
笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
我的心...非你莫属
只要是你, 我一點也不怕苦, 我也不会放棄, 永遠不会...
Thursday, January 3, 2008
1/2 day outing =)
So bored since I was expecting the trainings to come like raindrops during rainy day but instead so few... not even close to drizzling... weird analogy... watever =p
So few the trainings... only 1 sepak takraw training at 10pm so straight agree to go out with ai ching and kit yee when they jio hehe =)
First met Ai Ching at PGP terminal at 1:30 then went to City Hall MRT wait for Kit Yee. Kit Yee was late like ard 20 mins... ~_~ Living in Tampines also cant be that late lar =)
Then went to find eat at ard 2:30. Still haven't eat breakfast and lunch so my stomach growling like wanna come out (x_x)
They decide wanna eat Sakae buffet... wallet gonna "pua kang" but watever lar, so hungry that I felt can eat til Sakae go bankrupt whahaha
The challenge me to a 2 on 1 duel, the most plates wins... Thought being handicapped by 6 plates was no problem but I was totally wrong harhar
In the end only ate ard 10-11 plates i think... -_-''' Meaning I only have 4-5 plates compared to their ~6+6 plates? Lost by a lot... -_-
Remembered that the first time I tried Sakae with my brother, we both ate total of ard 30-35 plates lor... Record leh haha
My power of gobbling reduce dy... ~_~
After eating, went to bowl at Marina Square. Got sucky afte 1-2 years nvr bowl -_-|||
First game 107 then the 2nd only mere 86 @_@
Ai Ching got 96 and beat me in the 2nd game~~ While Kit Yee just love the drains so much hahaha
After the games we went for a movie at GV. Not much choices and in the end we chose National Treasure: The Books of Secret
Loved the first sequel and in the end i felt that this movie beats the first one and totally loved it since it added more the Indiana Jones style =)
Always like to watch Nicholas Cage's movie, dunno why?
After movie the time alr 915pm so have to go back for Takraw training. In the end reached the hall at ard 1020pm, late for Sepak takraw alr ~_~
Today sucked less at training, so something to cheer about harhar
At the end of the training even made a stunt no one will ever do... the point was lost due to ball hitting the ceiling but I tried to save the ball... instead found myself doing the "bicycle exercise" type of ball juggling on the floor before hitting the ball over!!! Too bad never had a camera or videocam beside to record my stunt harhar!!
Laughed til cant play for a minute or so... then play continued =p
Looked wat happen when u know how to enjoy the game all over again?
Thats the spirit teo peng!
Why be sad? Happy brings about more happiness right?
Late liao... 9am still got handball training... SLEEP! ZZzzzZzzzzz....
So few the trainings... only 1 sepak takraw training at 10pm so straight agree to go out with ai ching and kit yee when they jio hehe =)
First met Ai Ching at PGP terminal at 1:30 then went to City Hall MRT wait for Kit Yee. Kit Yee was late like ard 20 mins... ~_~ Living in Tampines also cant be that late lar =)
Then went to find eat at ard 2:30. Still haven't eat breakfast and lunch so my stomach growling like wanna come out (x_x)
They decide wanna eat Sakae buffet... wallet gonna "pua kang" but watever lar, so hungry that I felt can eat til Sakae go bankrupt whahaha
The challenge me to a 2 on 1 duel, the most plates wins... Thought being handicapped by 6 plates was no problem but I was totally wrong harhar
In the end only ate ard 10-11 plates i think... -_-''' Meaning I only have 4-5 plates compared to their ~6+6 plates? Lost by a lot... -_-
Remembered that the first time I tried Sakae with my brother, we both ate total of ard 30-35 plates lor... Record leh haha
My power of gobbling reduce dy... ~_~
After eating, went to bowl at Marina Square. Got sucky afte 1-2 years nvr bowl -_-|||
First game 107 then the 2nd only mere 86 @_@
Ai Ching got 96 and beat me in the 2nd game~~ While Kit Yee just love the drains so much hahaha
After the games we went for a movie at GV. Not much choices and in the end we chose National Treasure: The Books of Secret
Loved the first sequel and in the end i felt that this movie beats the first one and totally loved it since it added more the Indiana Jones style =)
Always like to watch Nicholas Cage's movie, dunno why?
After movie the time alr 915pm so have to go back for Takraw training. In the end reached the hall at ard 1020pm, late for Sepak takraw alr ~_~
Today sucked less at training, so something to cheer about harhar
At the end of the training even made a stunt no one will ever do... the point was lost due to ball hitting the ceiling but I tried to save the ball... instead found myself doing the "bicycle exercise" type of ball juggling on the floor before hitting the ball over!!! Too bad never had a camera or videocam beside to record my stunt harhar!!
Laughed til cant play for a minute or so... then play continued =p
Looked wat happen when u know how to enjoy the game all over again?
Thats the spirit teo peng!
Why be sad? Happy brings about more happiness right?
Late liao... 9am still got handball training... SLEEP! ZZzzzZzzzzz....
Still trying...
Finally after rethinking over and over and over again... was able to slightly "kan kai" a lil bit...
While was watching Stardust yesterday... thought of why am I so sad? It doesn't change anything if I am sad... sitting in my room... so might as well enjoy everything while it lasts...
I am not in the 1st teams, so what? Just do my best, then there will never be regrets. Just remember this important msg or way of living that my parents have taught me since little.
Missing her still hurts as hell but whatever lar... just enjoy as I live right?
While was watching Stardust yesterday... thought of why am I so sad? It doesn't change anything if I am sad... sitting in my room... so might as well enjoy everything while it lasts...
I am not in the 1st teams, so what? Just do my best, then there will never be regrets. Just remember this important msg or way of living that my parents have taught me since little.
Missing her still hurts as hell but whatever lar... just enjoy as I live right?
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
What's happening to me?
What happened to you teo peng?
You were fat, but you were always happy..
You were bullied, but still you live an optimistic life, cos u know its your friends who are bullying you, but you have friends...
You may sucked at history and geography, but you faced them positively, you keep on trying...
You were so happy and carefree...
What is happening to you teo peng?
Why can't you feel happy anymore?
Is it because you start to realise that the world is not perfect and never will be?
Is it because there are too much suffering you had witnessed?
.
.
.
This is not the type of growing up i want?
I just wanna be happy...
What's happening to me?
Happy things make me sad...
Sad things make me angry...
I dun want like this...
I dun want this teo peng...
How can I cheer up?
I just dun wanna be sad anymore...
You were fat, but you were always happy..
You were bullied, but still you live an optimistic life, cos u know its your friends who are bullying you, but you have friends...
You may sucked at history and geography, but you faced them positively, you keep on trying...
You were so happy and carefree...
What is happening to you teo peng?
Why can't you feel happy anymore?
Is it because you start to realise that the world is not perfect and never will be?
Is it because there are too much suffering you had witnessed?
.
.
.
This is not the type of growing up i want?
I just wanna be happy...
What's happening to me?
Happy things make me sad...
Sad things make me angry...
I dun want like this...
I dun want this teo peng...
How can I cheer up?
I just dun wanna be sad anymore...
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
analogy...
at the main gate of Konoha...
Sakura: "Naruto... This is the only favour I would ask of you..."
Sakura: "Please... please bring Sasuke back ..."
Grabbed her fists and the tears keep gushing down her cheeks...
Naruto: "You do love him that much, don't you?"
Sakura's eyes tell it all...
Naruto: "Don't worry, I will bring him back."
Naruto: "This is a promise of a lifetime!"
Naruto hold's up his right thumb, showing the "nice-guy" promise pose...
He likes Sakura, therefore he risk his life to find Sasuke, who is also his best friend...
...
..
.
..
...
Can I do so too?
Can I be that noble?
Can I sustain the pain on my own, so long as they are happy?
Sakura: "Naruto... This is the only favour I would ask of you..."
Sakura: "Please... please bring Sasuke back ..."
Grabbed her fists and the tears keep gushing down her cheeks...
Naruto: "You do love him that much, don't you?"
Sakura's eyes tell it all...
Naruto: "Don't worry, I will bring him back."
Naruto: "This is a promise of a lifetime!"
Naruto hold's up his right thumb, showing the "nice-guy" promise pose...
He likes Sakura, therefore he risk his life to find Sasuke, who is also his best friend...
...
..
.
..
...
Can I do so too?
Can I be that noble?
Can I sustain the pain on my own, so long as they are happy?
=(
Sad....
Don't know why... Just feel blue...
Thought that after a sleep, everything will be ok.... the feeling just keep coming once I opened my eyes...
Keep on asking myself why? Why wouldn't you stop from involving in such things?
Why looking for it when the only thing it brings is hurt, confusion, and even more hurt...
Thought of sleeping, never worked...
Thought of shouting, didn't work as well...
Thought of singing it out, but the songs only make things worse...
Thought of crying, ran out of tears long time ago...
Thought of hitting the wall, worked for 1 second and the hurt came back along with the bruise on my fist...
Thought of distracting myself, just can't, it just doesn't work...
I want to be free, I just wanna be free of these things... I just don't wanna love anymore... It hurts... It really hurts...
Not the best song to describe it, but I just wanna 解脱....
解脱
爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想苦结局一样
又何苦再想
想若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
Don't know why... Just feel blue...
Thought that after a sleep, everything will be ok.... the feeling just keep coming once I opened my eyes...
Keep on asking myself why? Why wouldn't you stop from involving in such things?
Why looking for it when the only thing it brings is hurt, confusion, and even more hurt...
Thought of sleeping, never worked...
Thought of shouting, didn't work as well...
Thought of singing it out, but the songs only make things worse...
Thought of crying, ran out of tears long time ago...
Thought of hitting the wall, worked for 1 second and the hurt came back along with the bruise on my fist...
Thought of distracting myself, just can't, it just doesn't work...
I want to be free, I just wanna be free of these things... I just don't wanna love anymore... It hurts... It really hurts...
Not the best song to describe it, but I just wanna 解脱....
解脱
爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想苦结局一样
又何苦再想
想若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
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