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Sad....
Don't know why... Just feel blue...
Thought that after a sleep, everything will be ok.... the feeling just keep coming once I opened my eyes...
Keep on asking myself why? Why wouldn't you stop from involving in such things?
Why looking for it when the only thing it brings is hurt, confusion, and even more hurt...
Thought of sleeping, never worked...
Thought of shouting, didn't work as well...
Thought of singing it out, but the songs only make things worse...
Thought of crying, ran out of tears long time ago...
Thought of hitting the wall, worked for 1 second and the hurt came back along with the bruise on my fist...
Thought of distracting myself, just can't, it just doesn't work...
I want to be free, I just wanna be free of these things... I just don't wanna love anymore... It hurts... It really hurts...

Not the best song to describe it, but I just wanna 解脱....

解脱

爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想苦结局一样
又何苦再想
想若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头