Denial?

Dunno if its same as what I think...
Just dun wanna accept such a possible fact...
Keep thinking there might be a chance... any at all
Keep on creating reasons to believe that its not true..
Just wanna have a try...cos I dun wanna miss it...really dont...
Seems like I am in denial... >_<
How do I come out from this denial stage...?
Maybe just need a closure?