Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Glow

Remember there was one movie (i've forgot the name) that when a friend describes to the other friend about a girl he falls in love with...
The guy said:" Whenever I see her I can see as though she is glowing right in front of me, as bright as the brightest star at night." (I think thats what he said roughly)
When I heard what he said, what I could think is "is it really so?"... At that time I just think that its just another 肉麻情话 to be added to make the movie romantic...
May even think that it was totally crap, according my science infested mind, all have to have an answer to it... How can one person emit such amount of photons to make her glow? -_-|||
Although the Star girl in Stardust do glow in front of the man, its just becos its a movie that involves magics, witches etc...
Never thought I would have such an experience. I saw her in front of me unexpectedly, and I think what the guys said in the movie is true in some sense... ~_~
Whenever she is present, she kinda glow in some way that you will simply lose focus on the people, the surrounding and all you could see is her... Its just like the focus on cameras... you tend to focus on her, making the surrounding things and ppl blurry...
Never had such complicated feelings before... School times was just plainly I like that person, feels so happy that I could see her everyday in school...
Maybe things just got complicated as ppl grow up...
When I see her, I feel happy, at the same time a lot of unknown feelings just gush through my mind, its just like all the extreme 酸甜苦辣just come at the same time... what the hell is wrong with me?
Never knew that a simple msg of a few words only can hurt so much...
Maybe I am just in denial.... Have to let go of it no matter how...
Plz...plz... School plz start ASAP so i can put this all behind and focus completely on my projects and studies... ~_~
Just need to be VERY busy again or else such amount of free time will only render my mind the space and time to run wild, causing all these confusions....

Never been so wanting to start classes so eagerly before... A good sign i guess HAhahar.... ~_~

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